Throw Away People

Today’s Readings:

AM  Psalm 102; Num. 20:1-13; Rom. 5:12-21; Matt. 20:29-34

Reflection:

I was at lunch with a dear friend when she mentioned a ministry that had been bringing her joy. “Tell me about it.” I said. “It’s at Canterbury United Methodist Church,” she replied. “We send books to prisoners. The letters from the prisoners requesting the books can be so moving.” Then she whipped out her phone and said, “Listen to what this one prisoner wrote,

‘I love to be taken out of here in the pages of a book.’”

I find myself ruminating on that conversation and the comment from the prisoner requesting more books. I’m especially focused on that one poignant line from a fellow human being sharing a passion that I have—reading. Perhaps I read for different reasons, but both of us experience the possibility of transcendence in “the pages of a book.”

What is niggling at me is that I sense we treat our prisoners as “throw away people.” The United States has the sixth highest incarceration rate in the world. Thankfully, our prison rate per 100,000 people has been on a slight decline. Yes, many of the people who are in prison are there for the protection of society. And yes, there need to be consequences for our actions. These are truths that help keep safety and order in society. AND, have we forgotten these are human beings?  Have we lost our hope for restoration?

In Matthew’s Gospel there are two blind men sitting by the roadside crying out for Jesus. Most likely, they are by the roadside hoping for people to give them food or money. When they hear Jesus is passing by, they cry out for healing. The crowd tries to silence these “throw away people.” Jesus acknowledges them and asks what they want from him. He notices them. He restores them to wholeness, and they follow him. 

I am encouraged and inspired by my generous friend to be mindful of the “throwaway people” in her midst. How might we, as followers of the Great Healer, encourage hope and restoration instead of just retribution? 

Grace and Peace,

Mary Bea+

You may learn about this ministry and read excerpts from primer’s letters here. 

Question for Self-Reflection:

Who do you walk past as if they do not matter? Where is God inviting you to participate in the restoration of another?

Lamenting to heal - June 26

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 101, 109:1-4(5-19)20-30; PM Psalm 119:121-144
Num. 16:36-50; Rom. 4:13-25; Matt. 20:1-16

While in one of my favorite museums last week, I sought out the sculptures by Auguste Rodin. My sisters and daughter were looking at another display and so I was alone, beholding the majesty of these works. The Burghers of Calais caught my attention. The expressions on the faces of the bronze men in chains spoke of hardship and sadness. As I looked around, other sculptures nearby had expressions of struggle and strife. I felt myself slipping into that space to feel the heaviness of life, acknowledging that amid the beauty of God’s creation, we humans feel sadness and desperation. In silence I lingered for a few minutes, tears on my cheeks as I pondered questions of life’s pain upon humanity across time…until my daughter called for me to join her in looking at more art. I returned, ready to participate in the joy and wonder of her first experience at The Met.

When I read yesterday’s daily email from the Center for Action and Contemplation entitled “Lament is Healing”, I was immediately reminded of the experience at The Met – facing the sadness of life to be more deeply connected to full and fulfilling living. The writer Barbara Holmes imagines an exchange between educator Mary McLeod Bethune and Martin Luther King Jr. on the healing power of tears. Bethune imparts this wisdom: “Lament is needed as a ritual of cleansing and preparation for what is yet to come. It is a step in the process of liberation…”

Dr. King’s imagined response includes this observation: “This generation is inundated with twenty-four-hour news stations that bring the pain of the world into your living rooms. Yet, your lives in Western societies seem to go on unchanged. You are inundated with news of disaster and death, yet even in your compassion, you seem distanced and detached from the grit and horror going on in the world…We have forgotten the gift that lament can be…”

Bethune’s imagined response is this: “That is why my call to the next generation is to reclaim the possibility of real joy through the healing practice of lament.” She says that we must weep when there is sadness, so that we can release the angst and frustration held within us. Lament can be a tool we re-teach children...because the next step after allowing tears to stream down one’s cheek is comfort, in which people are connected more deeply as community. Healing is found through those tears.

The Psalmist who crafted Psalm 119 knew of that lament. We at Saint Stephen’s know of that lament. Speaking authentically to spaces of pain brings healing. And we, in turn, share our stories of healing to remind others what real life looks like…what real struggle in faith and loss and love can be.

So friends, be brave. Allow yourselves to venture into the space of lament. You are not alone in this quest to delve deeper into the ways God created you to live and know and be and love.

May you feel fulfillment in God’s faithfulness today,

Katherine+

Reflection and Challenge

Take a few minutes and read the reflection on lament as a means of healing. Then, journal about your reactions to the premise offered. What makes lament appear accessible or impossible? Listen for what is stirring in you as you ponder lamenting.

https://cac.org/daily-meditations/lament-is-healing/

If Not Now, When?

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 82, 98; Malachi 3:1-5; John 3:22-30

This past week I listened to an interview by Kate Bowler with Angela Williams, the President and CEO of United Way Worldwide. When Kate asked her what her five year old self wanted to be when she grew up, she replied, “President and a nun!” She laughed saying she actually feels as though she accomplished both those goals. Not only is she president of a huge international non-profit but she's also an ordained minister. Kate asked her what had inspired her to be the highly accomplished woman she is today. Williams recalled a letter she found that her father had written in 1957 to the ministers in South Carolina. He said to these men of God, and yes at that time they were only men, that “Now is the time to be brave and courageous, to stand up for justice and righteousness.” Those words for her were who her father had always been. He was someone who saw the broken places in the world and rather than seeking recognition for himself, he sought healing. His letter was a call not only to act but to open their eyes to the inequity of economic resources and to be mindful of the injustices that repressed so many, based on race and class. Williams has chosen to work in areas where like her father, she could address inequalities. It wasn’t about achieving personal greatness but doing acts, God’s work, greatly. 



Their conversation shifted to the continuing relevance of her father’s letter for today. Drawing from a theme from Martin Luther King, jr., she stated we have a choice to either continue living in chaos or recognize that within our myriad of differences were all tied by our humanity, we are all interconnected. So, the question is do we want to remain in chaos or live in community, as a community of brothers and sisters in Christ? My words not hers. Her father’s words reframed for today: “Now is the time to act.”

Today is a day on the church calendar that holds special importance. June 24th is the day which the church recognizes as the birth of John the Baptist. John was the son of Zechariah and Elizabeth, Mary’s cousin. Zechariah is approached by the angel Gabriel, who tells him that he and his wife will have a son who will be a great prophet and will go before the Lord "like Elijah." The Jewish tradition had been that Elijah would herald the coming of the Messiah, the chosen one of God. 

John’s life’s work, his ministry was to prepare the way for the one who will baptize with the Holy Spirit. As Jesus comes on the scene and John’s followers begin to follow Jesus, John tells those who are concerned, "This is as it should be. My mission is to proclaim the Christ. The groomsman, the bridegroom's friend, who makes the wedding arrangements for the bridegroom, is not jealous of the bridegroom. No more am I of Jesus. He must increase, and I must decrease." (John 3:22-30).

John was preparing his followers, us, for an encounter with the chosen one. Thomas Merton once said, “True encounter with Christ liberates something in us, a power we did not know we had, a hope, a capacity for life, a resilience, an ability to bounce back when we thought we were completely defeated, a capacity to grow and change, a power of creative transformation.” As followers of Christ, Merton also said we must not be too sure we see the Christ in ourselves until we see the Christ in those who are the most different from ourselves. John claimed no self-importance, he only wanted us, his followers, the people who had ears to hear, to recognize the Christ and then to follow Christ, in community as the interconnected children of God we are.  I believe John would agree, now is the time to recognize our places of brokenness, to move from chaos to recognizing our interconnectedness, our missed opportunities to act, and our miss-steps when we tried to act. If not now, then when? 

Faithfully,

Sally+

Questions for Reflection:

What prevents us from speaking the truth, from speaking out against the wrongs of this world? How can we prepare ourselves to act? How do we encourage others to act? If we could pick one thing to try to change, what would it be?

Praying without Ceasing

AM Psalm 80; Num. 9:15-23, 10:29-36; Rom. 1:1-15; Matt. 17:14-21

A few years ago, someone asked me “How is it possible to pray without ceasing?” The phrase came up in reference to Paul’s letter to the church in Thessalonica. She stated that she didn’t see how she could do this. I understood her doubts, if taken literally it does sound far-fetched. But what if Paul was saying we should be in conversation with God throughout our days, while cleaning the house, studying, taking the children to school, or waiting for a board meeting to begin? It could mean that we don’t separate out areas of our life as if to say, “Hands off of this God, I’ve got it.” What if we lived as though no areas of our lives are separate from God, that not only at bedtime when we say our prayers or when we attend church do we include God in our lives?

Religious orders have always held that every act can and should be considered an act honoring God. That our daily actions should be given in thanksgiving for our lives that God gave us and so in actuality all our actions can be prayers that keep us in conversation with God. Think about it, what if prayers were not just verbal conversations that we have with God but what if all our actions are prayers as well.

In the Episcopal church we say that the way we pray shapes the way we believe, and I’ve frequently added and how we live. Our prayers can assist us by guiding us into the flow of God’s grace, but if we pray for the poor, for our neighbors, or for the victims of tragic circumstances and do nothing, then our prayers are only partially complete. What if the way we live our lives, reflects our inner prayer life.

When I was first ordained priest, the idea of being a vehicle for God’s blessings, God’s mercy and grace felt like a heavy responsibility. The truth is we are all vehicles of God’s blessings, love, and mercy. This is not something set apart for those who are ordained. All of us, throughout each day can be a blessing, we can each be a living prayer expressed through our actions.

In the reading for today from Romans, Paul expresses a heart-felt longing to be with the congregation in Rome. He states, “that without ceasing I remember you always in my prayers . . .” His faith, his actions, his words are all part of how he “prays” without ceasing for his congregations.

Paul’s letter to his church is full of an infinite amount of love for his people, his words are full of longing to be with them, to strengthen and uplift them, with actions that will increase their spirit, their faith.

I see examples of it every day at Saint Stephen’s. I witness people doing acts of love that are prayers in action, that are ceaseless prayers. Whether it’s making sure flowers are taken to people on our prayer list or packing snack bags for the folks in Avondale, they are all prayers in action.

If Jesus was frustrated with his disciples for their lack of faith, I can guarantee he gets frustrated with me. I find myself doubting the efficacy of the actions I take when I forget that when they are filled with faith nothing can be more powerful. I’m inspired daily by the self-less infinite love I see in the lives of those I work with and those who volunteer tirelessly who through their acts of love are actually exhibiting lives full of prayer-filled acts. Try being around someone who lives out their faith, whose actions are prayers, try it and I guarantee you will be changed. You will be inspired and energized, you will be transformed, and God will smile.

Faithfully,

Sally+

Questions for Self-Reflection: If we considered each of our actions to be a holy offering to God, how might our lives be different? Do we try to separate parts of our life out, away from God? If so what do we actually accomplish? 

Experience and wisdom – June 12, 2024

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 72; PM Psalm 119:73-96; Eccles. 9:11-18; Gal. 5:1-15; Matt. 16:1-12

Today’s reading from the Hebrew Bible comes from Ecclesiastes. The rotation of readings from Holy Scripture over the past month has led us through some of the wisdom literature found in the Bible, mostly Proverbs and Ecclesiastes. The messages in the Ecclesiastes texts are very often matter of fact observations about the truth of human interactions written from a perspective of one who has experienced much in life. Today’s excerpt from Ecclesiastes offers two sage messages: hardship strikes unexpectedly and randomly, and wisdom is valuable, yet often undervalued.

The wise observer writes, “Again I saw that under the sun the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, nor bread to the wise, nor riches to the intelligent, nor favor to the skillful; but time and chance happen to them all. For no one can anticipate the time of disaster.” (9:11-12a) As I sit with this piece, I think about the families affected by the shark attacks at the Gulf Coast on Friday last week. Three people enjoying time on vacations with family and friends look at life quite differently this day. Two have lost extremities. All are affected by the trauma. Others were around them, physically unscathed. Questions of “why me?” or “why not me?” bubble up – or they will, as these dear people process what has happened to them.

Ecclesiastes says that “time and chance happen to them all”. We all have or will experience hard, scary things … and it is not because of who we are or what we have done. Now, some of us have made poor choices at times and have reaped those consequences…and yet, I believe the writer of Ecclesiastes is pointing to those times when random hardships strike and life is changed. Those who suffer have an invitation of faith: to take the pain and loss, and then use it for courage and vulnerability and inspiration to God’s glory.  

Here's where it can be hard: we learn wisdom through life experience and sometimes our wise, informed voices are not heard or regarded. Ecclesiastes says, “the quiet words of the wise are more to be heeded than the shouting of a ruler among fools. Wisdom is better than weapons of war, but one bungler destroys much good.” (9:17-18) Much of this is grounded in the foibles of humanity and our proclivity for hard-headedness.

Today’s ancient piece of Holy Scripture from Ecclesiastes invites us to pause and ponder how it is we choose to see the day ahead, and how we choose to listen to those who have experience and insight. Let us pray for those who struggle to recover from disasters. Let us pray for open ears to hear and heed the words of wise people, so that we may not become “bunglers” who mess up the good around us.

May you feel fulfillment in God’s faithfulness today,

Katherine+

Reflection and Challenge

How do you arrive at wisdom? Why is it that others do not always jump to listen to wisdom? To which wise voices do you prefer to listen? What might you learn from other wise voices, though they are hard to listen to?

Sharing Our Stories - June 10, 2024

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 56, 57, [58]; PM Psalm 64, 65 Eccles. 7:1-14; Gal. 4:12-20; Matt. 15:21-28

This past week I ran across a book that I hadn’t thought about in a long while. Frederick Buechner was an author, teacher, and theologian that the world lost on August 15, 2022. He was someone I discovered so early in my discernment process that I wasn’t even aware that I was in discernment. All I knew was that I was hungry for something that I couldn’t quite put my finger on. I haven’t read all his books, but I have read enough to know I could never pick a favorite. He had a way with words that was so disarming, so down to earth, so enchantingly simple that they continue to reveal truths to me in ways that I have never quite experienced with any other author.

One of Buechner’s greatest gifts was story telling. As any author will tell you no matter what the subject matter if you can’t capture the imagination of your readers your message stands little hope of making the connection you intended. I believe that the same holds true for the Bible. The power of the scriptures is to transcend our human condition and transport us to a truth we may not hear or understand any other way. The stories of the Old and New Testament are the continuing narrative of God’s love for God’s creation and for all of humanity; they tell the story of the length God will go to ensure we know we are loved.

In The Remarkable Ordinary, How to Stop, Look and Listen to Life, Buechner asserts that stories are basic to our faith, not just the stories we’ve heard but the stories of our lives. “It is through our stories that God speaks to us and gives us the sense that we have a plot.” (p.59). In other words, our lives aren’t just one event leading into another, but that the details of our lives, the interactions we have, they are what give our lives meaning and purpose. This is a powerful truth. If we believe God is present in the day to day of our lives, then we must acknowledge that our lives aren’t just accidental occurrences, but that the decisions we make are somehow shaped by the quiet still voice that comes from our hearts, informing our truths.

In the gospel for today, Jesus encounters the Canaanite woman. She begs him to show mercy on her daughter. At first Jesus replies with indifference. His ministry wasn’t for the Gentiles it was for the Jews, however, her story, her truth that she so bravely proclaims, creates a cause and effect that means everything not only to her but to the impact of Jesus’ ministry. Jesus’ eyes are opened to the reality that his ministry is not only for God’s chosen people but for all of God’s children, including the Gentiles. By sharing her story, she accomplished something quite amazing. Women never spoke to men who weren’t family members. Much less Jews. And when she spoke, Jesus listened.

Her open-hearted manner of speaking to Jesus was a witness not only to her desperate personal need but also to a deeper truth, a truth that transcends all conventional barriers. Her truth was one of a need for acceptance and grace for all. Stories can be the connection that brings us together with those we may have once thought were very different. Evangelism, the scary “E” word, is just that, it is simply sharing our story and finding that connector that underlies all our stories. That common factor that each human has with another, the need for love, for grace and acceptance. As we settle into the summer months, think about the person sitting next to you in church, at an appointment, or in the cubical next to you at work. What might their story be, how could yours be a witness to them of a truth that connects you both to God?

Faithfully,

Sally+

Questions for Self-Reflection: Sharing our stories is such an accessible means to get to know someone. How often have we had the opportunity to share a truth, possibly a difficult truth for the other to hear, or difficult for us to share? How often do we miss these chances to open someone else’s eyes to a glimpse of God?  For us to see a glimpse of God in the “other.” Try it out. You might just be amazed at how much you have in common.

Let Jesus in the Boat

Today’s Readings

Friday

AM  Psalm 40, 54; PM Psalm 51 

Eccles. 5:1-7; Gal. 3:15-22; Matt. 14:22-36

Today’s Reflection:



Many years ago, while in the midst of both a divorce and working at a stressful job, I was worshipping at The United Church of Chapel Hill in North Carolina. One Sunday, when the Gospel was the same as the one in today’s lectionary, I was greatly moved by the sermon. The Gospel is the dramatic story of Jesus walking on water while waves are whipping up in the middle of a storm. Then, Peter walks upon the water, Jesus saves him as his faith wanes, and ultimately, Jesus is in the boat with the shaken disciples calming the storm.

Rick’s message was simple, “Let Jesus in the boat.” Whatever was troubling us, we needed to “let Jesus in the boat.” To my horror, upon hearing Rick’s words, I began to sob in my pew. I am not exactly sure why this particular message on this particular day just did me in. Perhaps Rick’s sincerity and faith moved me. Maybe it was the result of praying to Jesus for a long time for the ability to know and understand him. Whatever the reason, a dam broke loose and my sorrow flowed right out of me. 

Since that time more than 20 years ago, I have had other opportunities to wonder if I could manage the storms life whipped up. And on my best day, I say to myself, “Let Jesus in the boat.”

Is there something rocking your boat these days? Perhaps you are worried about a family member who is ill or making poor decisions. Perhaps your own health is tenuous. Perhaps you are in a job that is eating at your insides. What would it be like for you to “Let Jesus in the boat?” I encourage you to pray for the love, support, and mercy of Jesus to be made manifest in your life.

Another idea is to simply repeat a short version of the “Jesus prayer” in somewhat of a mantra. The long version is “Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me, a sinner. Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on me, a sinner....” Some spiritual directors offer two shortened versions:

Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on me. Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on me...

Or, simply

Lord Jesus Christ. Lord Jesus Christ...

As you pray, whatever mantra speaks to you, imagine Jesus in the boat of your turbulent times. If it feels comfortable, give thanks for Jesus’ presence in your life. And if you are feeling the need for spiritual support from a clergy person, please reach out to Katherine, Sally, or me. We are meant to weather the storms together.

Grace and Peace,

Mary Bea+

Questions for Reflection

What would it look like for you to invite Jesus into the storms of your life?

Who else might be able to support you as well?

Turn! Turn! Turn! - June 5, 2024

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 119:49-72; PM Psalm 49, [53]; Eccles. 3:1-15; Gal. 2:11-21; Matt. 14:1-12

Today’s reading from the Old Testament comes from Ecclesiastes, one of the wisdom texts in the Hebrew Bible. The scripture in Chapter 3 begins, “For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven…” and then many of you may hear a tune in your memory, written by Pete Seeger in 1959. It became more widely known as the song “Turn! Turn! Turn!” after it was reworked, polished, and redistributed in 1965 by The Byrds.

When penning these lyrics, Seeger kept most of the scripture from Ecclesiastes intact. He wrote of the options at play in the sacred text: a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance. The crescendos of pain and the peaks of joy. Sometimes we do not know when the turning will happen, as we move from one experience to the other.

This past Sunday, I was met with an unexpected turn. My kids sat on the bench outside the vesting room at church. One was dragging feet about serving as an acolyte, and the other was sitting in solidarity – for reluctance is contagious. I asked the older one to come get ready; complaining ensued, along with a report that a strange “pop-pop-pop” noise had echoed through the hall. As our church is nestled among trees, I advised going to the window to see if a tree had fallen. I was met with exasperation; I did not understand. After getting vested, I returned to check on the status of my kids. The concern was raised again, now by both children and with more clarity: were the popping sounds gunshots? In that “turn,” they went from a time of laughing and joking, to a time of fear and mourning. The healing that has been building over the past two years since the shootings at Saint Stephen’s can still give way to the wounds of post-traumatic stress.

Helpers were readily available to explore the sound and worries. The head usher consulted our on-site police presence and confirmed no need for concern. Then, staff appropriately followed through and determined that microphones were being adjusted between services, hence the popping noise over the hallway speakers.

I share this uncomfortable, personal scenario for two reasons: Saint Stephen’s has safety and security measures in place to respond to concerns, and we work to make sure that we are doing all we can to stay informed. And, if my kids have moments of fear and trembling, maybe you get uncomfortable or worried, too. If you worship at Saint Stephen’s, know that it is normal to be reminded from time to time of the grief and trauma that faced our parish in 2022. If these thoughts feel overly intrusive or disruptive, please speak to a member of the clergy to get connected to a therapist who is trained to offer trauma-informed counsel.

There are indeed times to mourn and times to dance – and sometimes we are surprised when grief and fear present themselves without warning. Nevertheless, dancing is still happening…and God desires that we have fulfillment in our lives. Ecclesiastes 3:12 reads, “I know that there is nothing better for them than to be happy and enjoy themselves as long as they live…”

May you feel fulfillment in God’s faithfulness today,

Katherine+

Reflection and Challenge

Read Ecclesiastes 3:1-8. Let the words be a meditative prayer. Allow the thoughts and examples of each action flow through your mind. Pay attention to the “turns” from one experience to the next. Spend five minutes journaling about insights gathered in this experience. Then, sit in prayer to give thanks for the gift of God’s presence in this time.

Who are You Trying to Please - June 3, 2024

AM Psalm 41, 52;  Eccles. 2:1-15; Gal. 1:1-17; Matt. 13:44-52

Several years ago, I was part of a group who had been tasked with making a decision concerning the future of the church, the election of our diocesan bishop. I’ll never forget what a good friend and mentor said to us, “Who are you trying to please? Those people around you or God?” It was the perfect question for that moment in time and one I have returned to over and over again.

It's a place where we often find ourselves, and at least for me I can be caught unaware that that’s where I’ve ended up. Trying to please those around me and not listening carefully enough to God. There are many factors that can push us into this trap - the need to assert authority, to fit in or to please someone we admire or are possibly intimidated by. It doesn’t make us weak-kneed or bad people it just makes us human. Our precarity, or the tenuous balance we all attempt to maintain, between doing the right thing, what we believe the Holy Spirit is leading us towards or doing the easier, less “right” thing, is something we all share. None of us gets it right every time nor should we expect that out of ourselves.  

Today’s readings are glimpses into the humanity that our ancestors in the Judeo-Christian tradition experienced. By and large they are not so dissimilar from our own daily experiences. At the heart of the Book of Ecclesiastes, the author poses the question that underlies almost all of our daily conundrums; “What profit hath a man for all his toil, . . .”  What is it all worth, anyway? In the end the author concludes that what is truly important is staying in right relationship with God and not worrying about all the rest. Easier said than done, right?

Before Saul became Paul, his life was a zealous quest for ensuring that God’s laws were kept and that no one dared tread on his faith tradition. He was widely admired and feared. His authority was unquestioned and his status in the Jewish community secure. He was trying to please his Hebrew community while also doing what he thought would please God. Then something changed. Paul confesses to the church in Galatia, “15But when God, who had set me apart before I was born and called me through his grace, was pleased 16to reveal his Son to me, * so that I might proclaim him among the Gentiles, I did not confer with any human being, . . .” He, as the scriptures so dramatically portray, “Saw the Light.” Did Paul make any mistakes afterwards? I’d wager he did. However, when he did, I’m certain he turned back to the one he knew he was created to follow.

Life’s not easy. It’s not a game we win by being the best or the brightest. It’s not a popularity contest or a race to grab the golden ring. It’s a journey, full of highs, and lows. It’s often discouraging and frustrating. It’s not about doing more and more; it’s about living each day as if it’s our first. It’s about seeing each day with wonder and looking for the joy, even when it feels we are surrounded only by darkness. It’s about listening for the still, quiet voice of God and tuning out, as best we can, those pressures and expectations our culture, family and friends, our own egos place on us. Take a moment each day to be still, to listen for God, and ask yourself, “Who am I going to please today? Those around me or God?”

Faithfully

Sally+

Mustard Seeds of JOY--May 31, 2024

Today’s Readings

AM  Psalm 31;

Prov. 23:19-21,29-24:2; 1 Tim. 5:17-22(23-25); Matt. 13:31-35

Reflection:

Last weekend my niece visited with two of her three children, and one of her two dogs. They were moving from Utah to Florida and we were a stop on a long journey. Her husband, second child, and other dog came through the week before. 

Delilah is my niece’s youngest child, she is five years old and approximately three feet high. Malcolm and I were charmed by her swingy dresses and long brown tresses and big brown eyes. Having no grandchildren of our own, we decided to claim this sweet girl and her brothers as our own. My heart melted time and time again. This little being planted seeds of joy in our home.

Not long after their arrival, Delilah and I took a walk to a nearby park. Her tiny tender hand tucked into mine, joy flowed in my veins. As we went past neighbors on their porch, I mentioned to Delilah their names were Randy and Joe. She let go of my hand and ran up to them right arm outstretched, “Hi Randy! Hi Joe! I’m Delilah!” Like the opening of a closed door, smiles spontaneously sprang forth. They chatted briefly and showed Delilah were they kept gnomes at the base of a tree. She found leaves to serve as beds for the gnomes and drew us into her imaginary world. One moment she was “Dr. Dog,” and the next, shushing us so the purple ponies could sleep. We four adults gladly played our parts. When Delilah and I arrived home from our walk, I already had a text from Randy saying that Delilah must have wonderful parents because she was such a delightful child. This little being connected me with Randy and Joe in a whole new way; and planted seeds of joy in our neighborhood.

When I was serving a parish that offered the Catechesis of the Good Shepherd for children’s formation, I was given an opportunity to see how tiny mustard seeds really are—super, super tiny. I mean smaller than a grain of rice. And I was shown a picture of a full-grown mustard tree towering over a man. Jesus tells us that the kingdom of heaven is a like a mustard seed; and it is like yeast leavening bread. Small things can grow to incredibly big and wonderful things. 

Perhaps we adults over-complicate our theology at times. Perhaps we try to start with the big things, missing the beauty of the importance of the small things. I am learning from little Delilah who spreads seeds of joy with her curiosity and kindness. As I ponder the future of the Threshold Center, I am reminded to hold a big dream, and to tend the small things intentionally. If we listen devoutly to God and bring love to our programs and conversations, the Spirit will take these tiny offerings and grow them beyond our imagining. Where in your life are you being invited to trust the mustard seed of the Kingdom of Heaven growing into something expansive?

Grace and Peace,

Mary Bea+

Question for Self-Reflection:

Where in your life are you being invited to trust the mustard seed of the Kingdom of Heaven growing into something expansive?

Wisdom - May 29, 2024

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 38; PM Psalm 119:25-48
Prov. 17:1-20; 1 Tim. 3:1-16; Matt. 12:43-50

In high school, I remember reading parts of the Bible. There were books – mainly those outlining the laws and the Hebrew prophets – in which I would feel lost or confused, uncertain of the plot or point. I would often give up or fall asleep. A few sections made sense, or at least were more interesting. The wisdom literature of the Book of Proverbs was captivating to me. I read through the verses looking for pithy quips and made notes. As my mom began getting grey hair (and complaining about it), I found this line of wisdom: ”Grey hair is a crown of glory; it is gained in a righteous life.” (Proverbs 16:31) I wrote it on a green piece of card stock and gave it to her. She kept it taped to her dresser mirror.

The excerpt from Proverbs appointed for today stirred that long-ago memory. Two of these verses stand out as I sit with this scripture:

The beginning of strife is like letting out water; so stop before the quarrel breaks out. (Proverbs 17: 14)

A friend loves at all times, and kinsfolk are born to share adversity. (Proverbs 17:17)

These verses are not widely known or repeated as aphorisms in the ways they are written. And yet, they speak two pieces of truth connected to what it means to be in harmonious relationship with one another. First, when we have tension between or among us, it is important to be aware that terse words of criticism build up and can lead to a flood. So, it is best to disrupt that dangerous flow of energy to stem destruction and preserve wellbeing. Second, the wisdom writer speaks to how friends and family are present for us in healthy ways. Friends love faithfully, no matter what. And our “heart people” – kinsfolk – are in our lives to sit with us in the hardest of times.

What of this wisdom literature resonates with you this day? Slow down and sit with this scripture. Read it out loud. Listen for what leaves you in awe. Make notes of what questions you have. Record the insights that bubble up. And maybe, reading this piece of Holy Scripture gives you a boost, or inspires you to share a verse with someone in your life. Ponder the wisdom of an ancient people trying to live in community while striving to be obedient to God.

With God’s help,

Katherine+

Reflection and Challenge

Write down a piece of today’s reading from Proverbs 17 that feels like a reminder to stay in healthy relationship with those closest to your heart. As you feel moved, share this verse with someone dear to you.

Finding Love in Proverbs, May 27, 2024

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 25; PM Psalm 9, 15, Prov. 10:1-12; 1 Tim. 1:1-17; Matt. 12:22-32 :

Today’s lectionary includes a selection from Proverbs which is part of a group of books in the Bible known as Wisdom literature. The purpose of Wisdom literature is not to tell a story like many of the books of the Bible but rather to teach, and specifically to teach about God handing down justice and the importance of living a life in which we practice good judgement. This would include choosing the moral high ground, practicing prudence concerning lifestyle choices, rather than taking the less desirable but albeit tempting route, where we might stray into excessive practices, such as eating too much ice cream, gossiping or just generally not being very smart in our daily choices. You might say that Proverbs endorses that saying we’ve all heard from time to time, “All things in moderation.” The verses are typically short and to the point, some being as plain as the nose on your face and others less obvious requiring us to unpack their hidden meaning, interpreting how they might apply to our daily lives. For the most part they apply to concrete daily situations. So, in short, lessons to be learned but not always what we might want to hear. After all, who when they’re in their teens or at any stage of life wants to be told moderation is the way to go, when enjoying yourself can often mean blowing way past the point of moderation.

As I read it, I was reminded of the important relationships in my life. Right from the beginning the writer addresses those critical interactions between a parent and their child. It continues with advice about how a child should live their life, addressing situations that I can clearly see impact us at the various ages and stages of our lives. Here we have those bits and pieces of advice or admonishments that parents try so hard to impart on their children without becoming too much of an ongoing lecture that the child quickly learns to tune out. How many times have I thought of something I learned the hard way, and have wished so dearly I could protect someone I love from those same mistakes. However, as we all know and as Jesus so clearly knew, we all make those mistakes as a necessary part of learning how to be human, learning how to live in a world where we’re dependent on our relationships in community and we’re not the center of the universe. Some advice is more than a little ominous: “Whoever walks in integrity walks securely, but whoever follows perverse ways will be found out.” A warning or maybe a reality check.

In yesterday’s liturgy we acknowledged the grand and mysterious triad of relationships we honor and hold dear as the Holy Trinity. The sacrosanct model for all relationships. One of the most valuable lessons the Trinity imparts is that love is the binding element in all relationships. It is God’s love imbued in us that covers the mistakes we might commit. Paul’s letter to the church in Corinth reminds us of this truth, “So now faith, hope, and love abide these three; but the greatest of these is love.” The last verse in our reading seems to anticipate the new covenant that Jesus introduced. Old school advice that still rings true.

 Faithfully,

Sally+

Questions for Self-Reflection: How might in our present culture, so full of divisive, harmful language, we apply the verses from Proverbs to be more open to seeing the face of God in those with whom we disagree?

Wisdom Is Calling-May, 24, 2024

Today’s Readings

AM  Psalm 16, 17; PM Psalm 22

Prov. 8:1-21; 2 John 1-13; Matt. 12:1-14

Today’s Reflection

Imagine someone standing outside of your home shouting as you are leaving for school or work, “Be mindful of me in the ways you engage your day!” Then, you arrive at your destination and there she is again, “If you let me be a part of your thinking and your speaking, you will speak truth and wisdom and knowledge!” You head to lunch with friends and there she is again, calling out, “What I have to say to you is more valuable than the most precious jewel!”

In a way, that is how the Book of Proverbs describes Sophia, the embodiment of wisdom. She is placed at the busiest locations of our lives “On the heights, at the crossroads she takes her stand, beside the gates in front of the town, at the entrance of the portals she cries out…”(8:2-3) 

According to Sr. Joyce Rupp, “The Book of Wisdom describes Sophia guiding the Exodus people through the wilderness: ‘She led them by a marvelous road. She herself was their shelter by day and their starlight through the night.’ (Wis. 10:17).*

Throughout our days we are offered opportunities to be led by our own impulsiveness and proclivities, or by God’s wisdom. Our thoughts manifest into speech and actions that impact of course our own lives, but also the lives of those around us. Wisdom teaches that those who seek her presence and guidance will have riches greater than any material gain. 

How might Wisdom be calling to you in your life now? Where are you seeking, or would you be prudent to be seeking, holy guidance as you choose a way forward in your life? 

I offer this prayer as a reminder that God’s Divine Wisdom-Sophia is near and beckoning us to call her closer as we discern our days.

Holy Wisdom, Sophia

I pause in this moment, aware of my desire to live in accordance to God’s will.

I seek to honor the gift of life that I have been given.

I seek to honor the lives of those around me.

It is easy for me to be distracted by the shininess of the imitation gems of attention, control, and material wealth. 

I pause in this moment, acknowledging your presence,

beckoning me to the richness of living with integrity, honesty, courage,

humility, joy, and compassion.

Guide my thoughts, speech, and actions this day,

that I might live in you,

and you in me.

Amen. 

One way to strengthen our relationship with Wisdom is to go away on retreat. If you are interested in joining me along with a small group of fellow pilgrims for a retreat "Were Not Our Hearts Burning?" with Fr. Vincent Pizzuto at St. Columba's in Inverness, CA September 24-29, 2024, Please email me for information.



Grace and Peace,

Mary Bea+

* Joyce Rupp, https://uscatholic.org/articles/201601/desperately-seeking-sophia/.

Question for Reflection:

Where is God calling you to pause and discern a wise path forward?

Change is hard - May 22, 2024

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 119:1-24; PM Psalm 12, 13, 14
Prov. 6:1-19; 1 John 5:1-12; Matt. 11:16-24

When I began studies at the School of Public Health at UAB nearly 25 years ago, I remember walking down the hallway and seeing the offices for the Department of Health and Human Behavior. Before then, I had no idea there were groups of professors who taught about ways people consider and respond to change, much less how studies could be conducted to better understand populations and test interventions to address needs identified. As a young twenty-something, I recall sitting in lectures and absorbing what was being said about the transtheoretical model of behavioral change, and yet, I did not have life experience or exposure at that time to comprehend the wisdom and methodologies imparted. I had not come face to face with populations continuing to engage in unhealthy behaviors, even though other avenues had been offered. Now with more experience behind me, I see these challenges in my own life and in the lives of others. Change is hard. We do not adapt quickly. New patterns take a while to build.

As I read the Gospel according to Matthew appointed for today, I think about the challenges of behavior change. Jesus performs “deeds of power” in Bethsaida and Chorazin, but the people do not change their ways of living. It is baffling! Jesus begins to admonish them: “‘Woe to you, Chorazin! Woe to you, Bethsaida! For if the deeds of power done in you had been done in Tyre and Sidon, they would have repented long ago in sackcloth and ashes.” (v. 11:21) He is irked by their resistance to change. He warns them that repentance is deeply important in reconnecting with God.

We humans are challenging, aren’t we? And yet, Jesus prayed for us. He persevered in doing ministry with and for us. The best we can do is commit to paying attention to the deeds of power and love set before us. We can study God’s word. We can pray. And, we can extend to others the grace we hope God offers to us, though we are stiff necked and stubborn.

With God’s help,

Katherine+

Reflection and Challenge

Have you ever read about the stages of change that we go through when starting a new routine or breaking a negative habit? Take a look and see what you think. Where does faith enter into this scientific model?

Sabbatical - May 20, 2024

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 1, 2, 3; PM: Psalm 4, 7; Prov. 3:11-20; 1 John 3:18-4:6; Matt. 11:1-6

John was separated from his friends and his disciples in today’s Gospel. He sent word from prison to share the profound work of Jesus Christ.  I find it timely that John is apart from the community that knows him best.

Today is the first day of my sabbatical. I wrote this last week in preparation for this day. I have turned my email off and have no plans to check my email until September 2. Over the next three months, I will travel with family, begin some coursework at Sewanee, the University of the South, and pray for renewal as we get ready for our next chapter at Saint Stephen’s together. 

I ask for your prayers as readers of our Daily Faith reflections. And I look forward to your meeting through her writing, the Rev. Sally Herring, who will begin writing the Monday reflection next week, and has joined our clergy staff as Associate Rector for Outreach and Pastoral Care. I look forward to sharing on the other side, and hopefully many new stories and images for our reflecting on the Daily Office together.

Faithfully,

John+

Questions for Self-Reflection:  What are ways you have been separated from your own community before?  How did it shape you as a person? 

Walking With Grace-May 17, 2024

Today’s Readings

AM Psalm 102; PM Psalm 107:1-32
Jer. 31:27-34; Eph. 5:1-20; Matt. 9:9-17

Today’s Reflection

Ten years ago, I spent a week in retreat with Ilia Delio, a Franciscan sister and scientist. I worked hard to understand much of what scholarly Ilia said, however, it was easy to be enlivened by her presence. Her way of being ignited joy and curiosity in me. There was one phrase Ilia offered that has stayed with me, “evolution is God drawing us toward deeper and deeper love.”

In today's Gospel, Jesus calls into question core ways of being in the service of drawing people to deeper and deeper love. Jesus says:

• to Matthew the tax collector—leave your lucrative and unjust livelihood behind and follow me. 

• to the Pharisees, who studied Torah and prayed as sacrifice to God —I desire mercy not sacrifice.

• to John the Baptist’s austere followers—Why fast now? The days of mourning are coming.

Transformation requires releasing that which does not serve. Jesus speaks of new wine needing new wine skins. In essence, Jesus is saying "If you want to follow me you are going to need to be a new wineskin." Transformed Matthew is the embodiment of a new wine skin.

This week, I have been gifted five days in (relative) silence at a friend’s mountain home with our Bernedoodle Grace. I was hopeful that Grace and I would hike a new spot each day in-between praying, reading, and writing. That hope went unfulfilled. Rain and fog embraced the mountain—nurturing wildflowers, rhododendron, mountain laurel, and azaleas. The first rainy morning I was disappointed. Grace still needed time outside. Thus, I put on my Patagonia jacket, covered it in a rain coat, squished my feet into my hiking boots, and walked with Grace in the rain. 

At first, my usually protected-from-the-elements self resisted the chilly rain. Isn’t it amazing how our homes, and air conditioning, and heat, and cars make it easy for us to have minimal contact with the outside elements? When Grace hopped her 75-pound self straight up in the air and came splashing down in a puddle, I could not suppress a laugh. She started pulling me to play with her. Any dog trainer will tell you that is behavior you want to curb immediately. I am no dog trainer. Grace’s joy became my own. We were silly together, me pretending to chase her, her pulling on the leash, mud splashing her belly and my jeans. Alive. So ALIVE.

Since then, each day Grace and I have trod the same streets in the rain. Instead of swiftly climbing new and exciting mountain peaks each day, I am noticing the same brilliant red and cheery pink rhododendron buds opening just a bit more on each walk. I am enthralled with these tall, never-seen-before by me, majestic ferns gently unfurling their fronds. Each walk, just hours apart, unwrapping new gifts. One morning I literally spoke to a freshly-bloomed wild rose bush, "Look at you beautiful!" (Extrovert on silent retreat?)

The longer I am steeped in silence, the slower I move, the keener my sight, the deeper my breaths. I pray God is doing something new in me. I am aware as I prepare to return home, living out this renewed call from Christ will require letting go of some familiar and treasured ways of being. This time in nature, prayer, silence, away from technology (mostly), is core to my staying connected to the Source of All that is Good. Without this kind of renewal, I run the risk of spewing toxic busyness, rather than spilling over with compassion and joy and wisdom.

It is a luxury to be supported by this parish and my family to have sacred time away; and to have generous friends sharing their home. I am profoundly grateful. Not all of us can take even a few hours from the demands of work and family. I pray God’s renewal and restoration for you. If I can be a partner in wondering what new God is stirring in you, or how you can set aside sacred time, even in the busyness of life, please reach out. It would be my honor to walk with you.

Question for Self-Reflection:

What one thing might God be inviting you to release to make space for God to do something new in you?

Letters - May 15

Today’s Readings:

AM Psalm 101, 109:1-4 (5-19) 20-30; PM Psalm 119:121-144
Isa. 4:2-6; Eph. 4:1-16; Matt. 8:28-34

My longest childhood friend is named Katherine. We grew up in the same neighborhood and went to school together from preschool through high school graduation. Our families have been close for more than four decades. Katherine’s older daughter was preparing for her own high school graduation a couple of years ago. Katherine asked me to write a letter to Hannah, marking this threshold of life and offering encouragement to stay grounded in her Christian faith. I pondered what to write to this lovely young person who I watched growing up, often from a distance. I knew her, yet I was not sure how much she really knew me. After procrastinating for too long, I began writing.

As I sit with Paul’s letter to the church at Ephesus (4:1-16) that is appointed in our Daily Office lectionary today, I am thinking about the notes and letters we write to one another. Letters can be transformative. They shape the person who receives it, and they form or reaffirm the one who writes the message. Paul asks those reading his missile to “lead a life worthy of the calling to which [they] have been called” with humility, patience, and a commitment to maintaining unity. And why? Because they are grounded in the uniting bonds of God’s love. Perhaps Paul needs to feel the reminders of staying humble and patient, as he learns of the early churches ways of fumbling and stumbling to walk in the ways taught by Jesus.

Paul goes further on this topic of being grounded in God’s unity, writing, “There is one body and one Spirit, just as you were called to the one hope of your calling; one Lord, one faith, one baptism, one God and Father of all, who is above all and through all and in all.” (v. 4-6) Do these words sound familiar to you? They ring in my ears, for sure! This portion of Paul’s letter to the Ephesians is foundational to the beginning of the service of Holy Baptism in the Episcopal church. In our current Book of Common Prayer, these words are found on page 299:

Priest              There is one Body and one Spirit;

People            There is one hope in God's call to us;

Priest  One Lord, one Faith, one Baptism;

People            One God and Father of all.

I invite you to think about the letters you have received that have formed you in meaningful ways. Maybe there were hard truths imparted or deep words of love. There could have been stories of hope, or reminders of family history. Simple or extensive, those letters are messages we hold onto. Let us also hold onto the reflection of the apostle Paul, who keeps us grounded in the invitation to speak the truth in love so that we may mature in ways that make us more like Jesus and more connected with one another.

In resurrection hope,

Katherine+

Reflection and Challenge

Re-read Ephesians 4:1-16.

Then, take time to write a letter to someone today. Share how meaningful they are to you. Incorporate messages of hope and care. Speak to the ways God's love pulls you together in community.

Inheritance - May 13

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 89:1-18; PM Psalm 89:19-52; Joshua 1:1-9; Eph. 3:1-13; Matt. 8:5-17

When a loved one or a family member leaves someone an inheritance, it becomes known to that person, and the idea is that it makes a difference in the person’s life. As I write this reflection, trying to put words on paper about inheritance brings out odd feelings. Not everyone receives one, and nothing is contingent on merit, and even the discussion of inheritance can bring up painful memories of broken relationships and what were supposed to be gifts that weren’t quite what a loved one expected. In the best of situations, a gift passed on reminds someone of the profound love of a person who can no longer express that love in any other way. The parable of the prodigal son in Luke or the story of Esau and Jacob in Genesis are reminders that the desire for inheritance is a part of the human condition. 

My maternal grandmother left a small gift for each of her seventeen grandchildren. I was able to make a down payment on the ring that I gave my wife when we got engaged. My Grammie’s gift enabled me to share love and hope with the person I dreamed of creating a life together. 

In the first chapter of the letter to the Ephesians, this language of inheritance shows up as the gift we have received from Jesus Christ. Today’s section has a similar theme when the author writes that “the Gentiles have become fellow-heirs, members of the same body, and sharers in the promise in Christ Jesus through the gospel.” We have inherited a gift from Jesus Christ. 

As Christians, we believe that our life is fundamentally different because of God’s gift to us.  Across the spectrum of Christianity, we might see that gift differently, but universally, we should believe that it changes the nature of our lives. It is an inheritance meant to change the course of our lives and give us the peace and grace to share God’s vision of love and faithfulness. 

We have received a gift, an inheritance from the one who loves us and created us, the most important gift of our lives. The better question: how will we use it?

John+

Questions for Self-Reflection: How can I use the gift and inheritance of God's grace and love to change the course of my life and others?

A Strong Foundation--May 10, 2024

Today’s Readings

AM Psalm 85, 86; 1 Sam. 2:1-10; Eph. 2:1-10; Matt. 7:22-27

Today’s Reflection

Our home was built in 1923, it is exactly 100 years old. When we first purchased the house in 2017, we embarked upon some renovations. Plaster walls that were removed revealed original wooden planks filled in with "horse hair plaster"--something I had never heard of before. It was surprising to see little hairs sticking out between the wooden boards. I found myself wondering about the craftsmen (likely all men at that time) who had created our home. How long did it take them to build it? What complications arose? What was happening in their own homes at that time? There is something nostalgia-producing about residing in a place that has stood the test of 100 years. Since the house has held up well in this past century, the builders must have provided a strong foundation. Today, my family benefits from their diligent work, even after all of the craftsmen are likely no longer living.

In the 7th chapter of Matthew, Jesus instructs his listeners not to judge, to treat others how they would like to be treated, to enter through the narrow gate even though it is hard, and then he warns of false prophets. Finally, Jesus says, "Everyone then who hears these words of mine and acts on them will be like a wise man who built his house on rock." Those who hear but do not act, have built their houses on sand.

The foundation of our faith is to read and study scripture, pray and worship together, and importantly, to act upon what God is teaching us. If we want our faith to stand the test of time, our foundation must be strong. If we want our mark on this world to be positive and to live beyond our physical presence on this earth, we must act on the teachings of Jesus--literally embodying the faith. Perhaps the first step is to listen for Jesus' words on a regular basis. You are reading these scripture-based reflections, so you are already off to a great start. Thank you! Today, I invite you to read at least the Gospel, which can be found in the link below. Then, sit silently, maybe even light a candle, and ask Jesus, "What shall you have me do this day?" When you are ready, give thanks for any insight gained, or if none has come, promise to listen for Jesus' voice throughout the day. As you leave the quiet of this space, resolve to continue to build a foundation of faith that will be a shelter for generations to come.

Grace and Peace,

Mary Bea+

Questions for Reflection

What does it mean to you to have a strong foundation of faith? Would you describe your foundation as built on rock or sand? Is there something Jesus is inviting you to do in order to live out his teachings?

All Shall Be Well – May 8, 2024

Today’s Readings:

Julian of Norwich: Psalm 27:1-9; Hebrews 10:19-24; John 4:21-26

Eve of Ascension Day: Psalm 68:1-20; 2 Kings 2:1-15; Rev. 5:1-14

It is hard to see God in the middle of really hard things. Especially the hard things that human hands continue to muddle and amplify. Disappointment and disaffection mount. There are hostilities and acrimonious exchanges. Trust is broken. What was before is gone. It is hard to see a path forward where peace is possible.

Perhaps as you read these words, you think about events on the world stage: conflict between Ukraine and Russia, Israel and Hamas. Perhaps there are issues within our nation that come to mind: demonstrations and counterdemonstrations at universities, the former president in court on trial. Or maybe you think about something closer to your own home…violence in your neighborhood, your kids facing something upending and scary, or a relationship in turmoil.

None of this is easy. Some of it we talk about. Some of it we hide away. And many times, my hope is that these things resolve in an easy, quick, and peaceful way, so that stability returns in the way that brings greater understanding and connection. Perhaps this is a Pollyanna-inspired wish. It is also a longing for God’s love to overwhelm all spaces in our world that are rife with pain, so that the healing presence of the Divine brings joy into fullness. Yet the change does not happen all at once, as far as I can tell.

It is sometimes helpful for me to sit in consultation with a spiritual director to contemplate the hard things of life, and where I stand. And discern where God is. Perhaps you have done this, too. One piece of wisdom I gleaned at the CREDO retreat in New Hampshire a couple of weeks ago came from wonderings someone offered: “What if prayer is less about a time for us to talk to God about all that is on our hearts, and more about an invitation for us to be still and receive from God all that we need in that moment?”

There are many hard questions upon us. They can keep us up at night. They can fuel intrusive thoughts of worry and angst. They can cast a pall upon our fullness of life. Some of those questions we can add our hands to the mix in finding solutions. Others we can take to God in prayer. There are others, too, we can look to as guides for inspiration.

One is Dame Julian of Norwich, who we remember each May 8th and who lived in the 14th century. After a medical emergency and near-death experience in her early teens, she experienced visions of Jesus the Christ. She recovered and lived the life of a contemplative. She offered counsel and spiritual advice to those in need of guidance. And she wrote extensively on the holy visions she experienced, and her book Revelations of Divine Love is available.

One of Dame Julian’s most repeated words of wisdom is derived from this story: “A matter that greatly troubled her was the fate of those who through no fault of their own had never heard the Gospel. She never received a direct answer to her questions about them, except to be told that whatever God does is done in Love, and therefore ‘that all shall be well, and all shall be well, and all manner of thing shall be well.’”

It is a larger hope that Julian voiced, for she maintained that all that God does is done in love – and that this redeeming love is always at play. May you feel the healing grace of Divine love in your life today. I invite you to join me in praying for all who are yearning for peace in time of conflict:

O God, you have bound us together in a common life. Help us, in the midst of our struggles for justice and truth, to confront one another without hatred or bitterness, and to work together with mutual forbearance and respect; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen. (The Book of Common Prayer, page 824))

In resurrection hope,

Katherine+

Reflection and Challenge

Reframe how you pray today. Sit and invite the Holy Spirit to fill and feed you as the Divine knows your needs.