All in the Same Boat - January 29

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 40, 54; PM Psalm 51; Isa. 50:1-11; Gal. 3:15-22; Mark 6:47-56

Today’s Reflection             

Much drama was swirling around the lives of Jesus and his disciples in the days and weeks leading up to the scene where we find them in today’s Gospel reading. Jesus was rejected by the people of his hometown, Nazareth. Then he started to send his disciples out, two by two, to spread the Good News—which was a daunting new level of responsibility for them. Herod wasn’t happy about the growing influence and spread of what, to him, was not good news, so he had Jesus’ cousin, John the Baptist, arrested and ultimately, John was beheaded, seemingly on a whim.

Realizing the disciples had been through so many stressful events in a short time, Jesus encouraged them to “‘Come away to a deserted place all by yourselves and rest a while.’ For many were coming and going, and they had no leisure even to eat. And they went away in the boat to a deserted place by themselves” (Mark 6: 31-32). But, at this point, Jesus and his disciples were growing in celebrity, so when people saw them, they began to gather, waiting for them to return to the shore and clamoring to hear more from Jesus. This set the scene for the miracle of the loaves and the fishes, taking five loaves and two fish, and making it enough to feed everyone.

Knowing that it had been a long day and that his disciples needed to get away, “Immediately he made his disciples get into the boat and go on ahead to the other side, to Bethsaida, while he dismissed the crowd. After saying farewell to them, he went up on the mountain to pray” (6: 45-46). We see in these choices—first in sending his disciples off to get their rest and time away from the crowds, and then in allowing himself the time to go up on the mountain to pray—how Jesus prioritized time set apart from the noise and the crowds to be refreshed and renewed before moving on to the next crowd and the next stop on their journey.

It is at this point in the story that we find Jesus and his friends in today’s passage from Mark. Evening had come, his friends were still “out on the lake, and he was alone on the land” (6:47). From his vantage point, up on the mountain, Jesus could see that his friends were struggling. Not being in the situation with them, he could tell from a distance how “they were straining at the oars against an adverse wind” (6:48). In the morning, while out for his walk “on the lake” (as only Jesus could do!), Jesus wanted to check on how they were doing after the windy night on the water: “he came towards them early in the morning, walking on the lake.” And then Mark adds this interesting detail: “He intended to pass them by” (6:48). So, Jesus had planned to just peek in on how they were, but then planned to keep going on his way, enjoying his morning walk.

But Jesus’ plan for an uninterrupted morning stroll on the lake was interrupted, of course, by the disciples, who saw his walking on the water and “thought it was a ghost,” which made them cry out and feel “terrified (6: 49-50). Jesus could have kept going—but then, that was not Jesus’ way. As their shepherd and friend, Jesus couldn’t just keep going—he needed to reassure them and help bring them back to a place of peace: “But immediately he spoke to them and said, ‘Take heart, it is I; do not be afraid’” (6:50).

Now, Jesus could have left it at that, just offering them these reassuring words, and then going about his way. But Jesus, being Jesus, saw that more was required if he was to be the Good Shepherd (and good friend) that they needed him to be in that moment. Which is why what Jesus does next is so important to note: “Then he got into the boat with them and the wind ceased” (6:51). In that moment, Jesus saw that he needed to be with the disciples. Jesus saw that the disciples needed that moment in which Jesus would be (literally) in the same boat with them.

When Jesus chose to be with the disciples, putting himself right there with them in the boat out on the lake, only then did the wind cease—both the physical element of the wind and their windy state of emotional and spiritual turmoil. By choosing to be with them in that moment—and by showing them how he could walk on water and make the wind cease—Jesus opened his friends’ eyes more clearly to who he was and all he was capable of—and left them with no doubts about just how much he valued and loved them.

—Becky+

Questions for Self-Reflection

Jesus’ peaceful morning walk on the lake was interrupted by seeing his friends straining to row their boat in the wind. Author Henri Nouwen recounts a story of when he was walking across the Notre Dame campus with a colleague who shared that, “My whole life I have been complaining that my work was constantly interrupted, until I discovered that my interruptions were my work.” As Nouwen later reflected, “But what if our interruptions are in fact our opportunities?” Reflect on a moment of holy interruption in your own life and how God used that unexpected encounter for good.

Daily Challenge

Theologian Sam Wells, vicar of St. Martin-in-the-Fields in London, has written much on the importance of “being with” people, and how that is different than “working for,” “working with,” or “being for” people. He gives a very clear introduction to this theology of “being with” in this short video. Or if you are interested in reading more, take a look at his book, The Nazareth Manifesto.

Come Away and Rest for a While - January 28

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 50; PM Psalm [59, 60] or 118; Isa. 49:13-23; Gal. 3:1-14; Mark 6:30-46

As we are currently confined to the upstairs of our home right now, it is hard to escape conversations (and find personal space).  Anne was talking with a friend from out of town yesterday.  Her friend, who works in an independent school, was absolutely exhausted.  Conversations about pandemic, death of family members, conversations around racial equity and diversity with faculty and students, conversations around student mental health, the challenges of remote learning, and schedules shifting, were taking quite a toll.  Even though I could only hear one side of the conversation, I could tell that her friend was at wit’s end. 

Even though the world seems to have slowed down, and the social commitments that are required of each of us are fewer than we had come to depend on, I do not think Anne’s friend has feelings that are unique.  Many of my colleagues in other churches are on the brink of burnout.  I read a story yesterday about a nurse who had personally used her iPhone to help twenty patients say goodbye to their families only to then be berated in a grocery store as she wore a mask by someone claiming the pandemic to be a hoax. I wonder what the fallout from this pandemic will be, not this year, but in the years to come, as the emotional, spiritual, and physical exhaustion continues to build up.

Maybe this is why the beginning of our passage from Mark jump out at me.  The apostles are gathered around Jesus, and Mark says, “and [the apostles] told him all that they had done and taught.”  Where before I might have read that with an excited sense of eagerness to know the stories of the apostles, I wonder now, if they were more unloading their imploding sense of exhaustion from a radical call to ministry.  Jesus then says, “Come away to a deserted place all by yourselves and rest a while.”

I think it is easy to overlook the importance of these few strong words.  We are so accustomed to continuing to push through challenges, to feel like we cannot rest until every problem has been resolved, and everything within our control and agency has been addressed.  And yet Jesus offers simple words and an invitation to rest. 

See the truth of our faith is not just looking for a future kingdom come, but believing that Christ’s resurrection has also changed our present reality. While our faith compels us to follow Jesus by loving our neighbor as ourselves and by seeking and serving Christ in all people, living into this vision of compassion also requires rest and nourishment for our souls.  I wonder this day if we all have been trying too hard.  Or better yet, maybe we just need a reminder to be a little kinder to ourselves, learn to catch our breath, and trust that God doesn’t need us to fix all of the world’s problems this very moment.  That work can be left for tomorrow. Come away, and rest for a while.

John+

Questions for Self-Reflection:  How do you handle exhaustion or burnout?  What are the driving factors that cause you to be emotionally exhausted?

Daily Challenge:  When was the last time you powered off your phone?  Try turning the power off for two hours today.

Golden Mouth - January 27

Today’s Readings:  AM Psalm 119:49-72; PM Psalm 49, [53]; Isa. 49:1-12; Gal. 2:11-21; Mark 6:13-29

When asked to name the top four quarterbacks of all time, who is on your list? Tom Brady, Joe Namath…who else? Upon comparing notes with a co-worker or neighbor, would you make a few edits? Maybe music – rather than football – gets your engine humming…who would you name as the top four musicians of the last century?

While I cannot guess who exactly is on your list of elite quarterbacks or musicians, there is a list of top-notch influencers in the Ancient Church. Among those in the West, categorized as the Great Latin Doctors of the Ancient Church, we have Ambrose, Jerome, Augustine, and Gregory the Great. And in the East, the Great Greek Doctors include Athanasius of Alexandria, Basil the Great, Gregory of Nazianzus, and John Chrysostom. It is today that we remember John Chrysostom, Bishop of Antioch and Constantinople.

Chrysostom means “golden-mouthed” – and it was a surname given to him posthumously. John (347-407 AD) is known by history as a prolific writer and a gifted preacher. He presented straightforward expositions of Holy Scripture, spoke against a abuses of authority, and kept people engaged for long public sermons. One brief history of John’s life included this bit of flavor: “Audiences were warned not to carry large sums of money when they went to hear him speak, since pickpockets found it very easy to rob his hearers -- they were too intent on his words to notice what was happening.” (James Kiefer)

In one of his homilies, John preached, “The bee is more honored than other animals, not because it labors, but because it labors for others.” What lovely words that ring true to our Christian call to serve those in need! His words remind me of Saint Stephen’s commitment to the care of God’s creation – and the thousands of bees we have on site here. Bees are actually one of the symbols associated with John Chrysostom, but John was not a bi-vocational priest and beekeeper; he’s associated with bees because of the “sweetness of his preaching.” Historian Hans von Campenhausen wrote that his sermons “are probably the only ones from the whole of Greek antiquity which … are still readable today as Christian sermons. They reflect something of the authentic life of the New Testament, just because they are so ethical, so simple, and so clear-headed.”

John Chrysostom reflects on the reading from Galatians 2:11-21 in a brief 4,568 words. If I were to preach verbatim, it would take nearly 45 minutes. For this reflection today, I hold up one piece for us to chew on. John was bishop of Antioch – and he writes about this excerpt in which the Apostle Paul details a conversation with the Apostle Peter (Cephas), in Antioch. Paul’s preaching about this exchange is not to embarrass or demean Peter, rather John Chrysostom says it serves as a teaching to refine and reform the beginnings of Christian life, living into the Law and by faith in Jesus the Son of God. (You may read the entirety of his commentary of the Letter to the Galatians here.)

As I close, I offer you this prayer of John Chrysostom that we sometimes read during Morning Prayer. May these words open you to the hope and consolation of God this day:

A Prayer of St. Chrysostom

Almighty God, you have given us grace at this time with one accord to make our common supplication to you; and you have promised through your well-beloved Son that when two or three are gathered together in his Name you will be in the midst of them: Fulfill now, O Lord, our desires and petitions as may be best for us; granting us in this world knowledge of your truth, and in the age to come life everlasting. Amen.

-- Katherine+

Questions for Reflection

Who is someone you can listen to, and as they speak, time stops and you are swept away?

 What messages of hope and consolation, what sweet words, do you need to hear today? With whom might you share these same words?

Daily Challenge

Take ten minutes to learn more about the Great Doctors of the Ancient Church by clicking this link: https://www.ccel.org/fathers.html

Do Not Pray for Easy Lives - January 26

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 45; PM Psalm 47, 48; Isa. 48:12-21; Gal. 1:18-2:10; Mark 6:1-13

Today’s Reflection

In the scene we enter through today’s passage from Mark 6, Jesus summons his friends together so that he can then send them out on their own, two by two. Apostles are ones who are sent out, and here is the moment when Jesus empowers the Twelve to cast out unclean spirits, cure sickness, gather the lost sheep, and proclaim the good news. As Jesus does this, he gives them some advice:

He called the twelve and began to send them out two by two, and gave them authority over the unclean spirits. He ordered them to take nothing for their journey except a staff; no bread, no bag, no money in their belts; but to wear sandals and not to put on two tunics. He said to them, ‘Wherever you enter a house, stay there until you leave the place. If any place will not welcome you and they refuse to hear you, as you leave, shake off the dust that is on your feet as a testimony against them.’ So they went out and proclaimed that all should repent. They cast out many demons, and anointed with oil many who were sick and cured them. –Mark 6:7-13

In this moment, Jesus is commissioning the disciples (those who are his followers) to now become apostles (those who are sent out). He is sending them out, entrusting them to go out on a mission of their own, and he is giving them this wise advice to carry with them in their hearts and in their minds as they set out on their journeys.

And the crux of what Jesus is telling them is this: Travel light. You don’t need to carry a lot of stuff with you. Just bring yourself—all that you are, all that I have created you to be. And I will provide for you along the way. You will meet people along the way who will come alongside you, to shelter you and provide for you—people who believe their ministry is, in part, to support you living into the vision God has cast for you and through you. And you also will meet some people who will not welcome you or support you in your sense of call—don’t let them hold you back from your journey.

Know this, Jesus says: I have given you everything that you need. You are ready for this quest. Be brave, hold onto faith, and go out and do the work I have given you to do. Kind of sounds like Jesus is giving them (and us) a pep talk, which is appropriate, since the apostles are beginning a new thing—and maybe we are, too.

As I read Mark’s account of Jesus’ commissioning the disciples to go out and do the work he has given them to do, I am reminded of words of wisdom offered at the Evening Prayer service the night before our seminary commencement in Austin. Inspired by thoughts originally penned by Bishop Phillips Brooks of Massachusetts, Bishop Andy Doyle of Texas passed this wisdom along to us as we were on the precipice of being sent out from seminary into the work each of us was called to do:

Do not pray for easy lives but pray instead to be stronger people for the living of life.

Do not pray for tasks that are equal to your gifts, and talents, and treasure,

but instead pray for the gifts, and talents, and treasure to meet the tasks that are in front of you.

For in that way, when anything is finished, any mission undertaken, any ministry accomplished,

it will not be the miracle—but instead you will be the miracle.

And every day you shall wonder at the mercy, love, grace, and power

that has come from God through you into the world.

I pray that, just as the disciples had the faith needed to become apostles, that we, too, will have the faith to step out in faith—to live fully into the mission we have been set: to share God’s love, mercy, grace, and power with all the world.

—Becky+

Questions for Self-Reflection

Where do you see yourself and your story in the Gospel passage we read for today? Are you like the prophet rejected in your own hometown? Are you like the disciples looking with trepidation at the mission Jesus was setting before them? Or are you like someone else in this story? How so?

Daily Challenge

Pray today in thankfulness to God “for setting us at tasks which demand our best efforts” and for God “leading us to accomplishments which satisfy and delight us.” But also acknowledge what God has taught you through “those disappointments and failures that lead us to acknowledge our dependence on [God] alone.” (For the full text of A General Thanksgiving, see p. 836 of the Book of Common Prayer.)

Turning to a Different Gospel - January 25

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 41, 52; PM Psalm 44; Isa. 48:1-11; Gal. 1:1-17; Mark 5:21-43

I’m still a little bitter about falling out with a person I was friends with in middle school.  His name was Jay, and he lived around the corner and two streets over.  At our small Episcopal school, our birthdays were close together and neither of us was overly athletic.  This meant we were relegated to the latter half of being picked in war ball or the other PE games and so we naturally found ourselves in similar circles.   

I can remember him ringing the doorbell one afternoon.  He was wearing his Atlanta Braves ball cap and had the newspaper in his hand.  “John, John!  The Grateful Dead are coming to Memphis and I’m going to get 4 tickets and can take my best friends!  One of those tickets has your name on it.  We are going to see the Dead!” 

Well, it was several weeks before the Dead concert and I guess Jay’s parents were in an overly generous frame of mind, and the number of tickets was growing each week.  The next week, Jay had eight tickets.  At the same time, there was a growing push for Jay’s tickets.  His stock in PE was rising as mine was falling and all of a sudden the jocks were now Deadheads and my relationship with Jay was fading.   By the time the concert finally rolled around, there were ten tickets on the table and I was not on the list. A bunch of people that I didn’t realize were friends with Jay had paid homage to one of the greatest bands of all times on their last or second to last tour.

It’s amazing how quickly our attention changes.  I am guessing this is pretty human.  I mean, Adam and Eve are in paradise (the Garden of Eden) and they turn their attention to the one thing they are told is not for them.  How quickly we can become focused on the next best thing.  Paul must have forgotten this, because he acts surprised when he says, “I am astonished that you are so quickly deserting the one who called you in the grace of Christ and are turning to a different gospel.” Really, Paul?  They are human.  Why are you surprised?  They think they have found the next best thing!

We too have received the grace of God.  It should be the greatest message of love and hope that we have ever received. I am betting there have been moments when you have felt that you have felt the grace of God in such a profound way that it has left you utterly changed. And yet, part of being human is be tempted to replace that Gospel with something else.  Maybe our love of our political ideology, or status, or prestige, or our career, our ego, or football team begins to become our most important identity.  Don’t worry, it’s a human thing to do.  But Paul offers us a reminder not to replace the Gospel of Christ with something else.  In Paul’s words, we have become conditioned to seek ‘human approval’ but Paul reminds us it is God in Christ that has set us apart, not those other things that we too easily fall in love with.  May we trust in Paul’s word, and in God’s grace and love for each of us.

John+

Questions for Self-Reflection:   Have you ever felt replaced by someone?  How did that make you feel?  Have you done the same to others? 

Daily Challenge:  When you think of your identity, what are things that you love or believe that make you who you are?  Spend some time considering how God’s love for you is more important and how that might change your identity. 

Eye contact - January 23

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 30, 32; Isa. 46:1-13; Eph. 6:10-24; Mark 5:1-20

Even with masks over the lower part of our faces for this relatively short part of our lifetime, there is something very powerful about seeing one another’s eyes. Our eyes can communicate much of what is going on with us internally or externally. As I think about eyes and the influence they command, a kid named Lulu comes to mind.

About 10 years ago, Sam and I volunteered as coaches for youth baseball in Southside. The Dizzy Dean team we coached was called the “Red Hots,” and we played at Avondale Park, just as it had been restored and renovated. The kids were 9 and 10 years old, and for many, this was their first time hitting pitches thrown by their peers (rather than their coaches). It was a team of spunky girls and boys, with varied levels of expertise and backgrounds. Imagine the Bad News Bears; the Red Hots were cut from the same cloth. One kid on the team was Lulu. She was scrappy and full of enthusiasm, with long, brown, wavy hair and a starry-eyed approach to life. Lulu always doodling, even in the dirt.

As we got to know Lulu and her family more, we were also warned of when she would give the stink-eye. Some call it the skunk eye, and there are varied tales of the source of the term – perhaps even to Hawaiian surfer roots – but in short, in case it’s a foreign term to you, getting the stink-eye from Lulu meant that, while the facial shift was restricted mainly to the region of her eyes, the feelings brewing beneath that precious imp were a mixture of disgust, distrust, and general disagreement with the status quo. (Perhaps you have even given someone a look like this.) A show-boating, gloating uber-athlete (at the tender age of 10) could elicit such a glare, if he impugned Lulu’s ability as she stepped up to the plate. Her dad’s interference with something counter to her plan could also earn a scathing stink-eye. And as with many families with multiple children, Lulu’s younger sibling was a frequent flyer in the gaze of the stink-eye. Sam coached Lulu and the Red Hots through that season, regardless of stink-eye status, and we had a gloriously fun experience.

I keep thinking about what we express and how we connect with others through our eyes. The Psalmist in Psalm 32 writes of the challenge of being “coached” by God through the rhythms of repentance. These words that have been said, sung, and chanted draws us into this prayer of reflecting about how we know what a state of peace we reach when we are “right” with God – forgiven for the wrongs we’ve done. And yet, it’s hard to name our sins before God. When we hold in those burdens, it feels as though our bones wither, and we cannot hold it any longer: “Then I acknowledged my sin to you, and did not conceal my guilt.” (v. 5) After confession, the Psalmist – and we – are forgiven and protected by God. Then, the Lord surrounds us with shouts of deliverance, offering words of instruction – much like a coach from the sidelines. God bellows, “I will instruct you and teach you in the way that you should go; I will guide you with my eye.” (v. 9a) What words of beauty and encouragement, that gladden my heart.

Friends, the way we get to enjoy the gifts of mercy, forgiveness, and healing bestowed upon us by the sacrifice of Jesus is to keep eye contact with God. We get to practice keeping eye contact with God, letting God’s eye guide us – and hopefully it won’t be the stink-eye too often. We get to try to listen as God, wielding a whistle and clipboard, outlines the rules and coaches us in the ways that we should go. We get to stay immersed in the Good News by reading the Bible. We stay connected by praying for one another and talking with God. We keep serving God by being with those in need. And, when we make an error, we repent and return to the Lord rejoicing, for our sins have been put away.

-- Katherine+

Questions for Reflection

Who has been a coach for you, in daily life or in a more spiritual realm?  

What do you imagine about God’s eye? What images or feelings come up for you?

Daily Challenge 

Be attentive to making eye contact with people today and the week ahead. Listen for any emotions that you feel. Are you more deeply connected? Are you feeling uneasy? Think about the action of being connected with others so that you may understand them better -- and take that approach with prayer to God, too -- seeking eye contact!

Peace! Be Still! - January 22

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 31; PM Psalm 35; Isa. 45:18-25; Eph. 6:1-9; Mark 4:35-41

Today’s Reflection

In today’s passage from the prophet Isaiah, we receive a striking description of who God is: God created the heavens and formed the earth, and when God did this, Isaiah tells us, “he established it; he did not create chaos, he formed it to be inhabited.” When God made the world, he made a world that would be livable, a world in which we would be able to find God and have access to him and his truth: “I did not speak in secret, in a land of darkness; I did not say to the offspring of Jacob, ‘Seek me in chaos.’ I the LORD speak the truth, I declare what is right” (Isaiah 45: 18-19). In a world in which there are so many conditions that seem out of our control—be they natural disasters, medical emergencies, political conflicts, personal traumas—it is comforting to know that we are not left to navigate these conditions alone in the dark. We have been given a light to show us the way through the chaos and the darkness—we have direct, personal access to God, who gives us light by speaking the truth and declaring what is right.

The Gospel of Mark includes a glimpse of how Jesus embodied this reassuring, peaceful presence amid life’s storms by showing us Jesus out in a boat during an actual storm: “A great gale arose, and the waves beat into the boat, so that the boat was already being swamped. But he was in the stern, asleep on the cushion; and they woke him up and said to him, ‘Teacher, do you not care that we are perishing?’ He woke up and rebuked the wind, and said to the sea, ‘Peace! Be still!’ Then the wind ceased, and there was a dead calm. He said to them, ‘Why are you afraid? Have you still no faith?’” (Mark 4: 37-40). Here, we see in Jesus a peace that emanates from within—Jesus’ response was not driven by external conditions (the great gale, the beating waves) but rather by his internal spiritual condition of a peacefulness made possible by faith. Jesus as the Son of God knew that, ultimately, God is in control, even when all the external signs—everything we can see and hear in our immediate surroundings—seem to indicate a state of chaos beyond anyone’s control.

Speaking from my own experience, I have to say that I do experience moments in life when it feels like I have been left to fend for myself amidst some strong winds and waves, strong enough to knock me down and overwhelm me. And yet, in the end, they don’t. I am still here, and you are still here—the winds and the waves haven’t overwhelmed us after all. It is comforting to know that our God is one who does not leave us alone to navigate in dark, stormy, and chaotic conditions but instead is a God who we can approach, a God who knows when we are feeling overwhelmed, and who can help us to pray along with Jesus: “Peace! Be still!”

As you go about your life in the days to come and find yourself searching for a way to connect with the reassuring, peaceful presence of Christ as you navigate the chaos of life in this world, I leave you with this Celtic prayer to help center you and surround you with the presence of God:

            God to enfold me,

            God to surround me,

            God in my speaking,

            God in my thinking.

            God in my sleeping,

            God in my waking,

            God in my watching,

            God in my hoping.

            God in my life,

            God in my lips,

            God in my soul,

            God in my heart.

            God in my suffering,

            God in my slumber,

            God in my ever-living soul,

            God in mine eternity.

From a collection of prayers from the Hebrides, The Carmina Gadelica, III, 53.

 —Becky+

Questions for Self-Reflection

What conditions in life make you feel as if you are set adrift in a small boat in a very stormy sea? In those moments, how have you been able to reconnect with a sense of God’s peace amidst the storm?

Daily Challenge

Listen to or read the lyrics of the song “13 (There is a Light)” and as you do, ask God to bring to mind someone who is going through a difficult time and pray about how God could use you to share some peace with them this day, whether through saying a prayer, sending a note, or making a call.

Bearers of God's Light - January 21

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 37:1-18; PM Psalm 37:19-42; Isa. 45:5-17; Eph. 5:15-33; Mark 4:21-34

Sometimes I feel sorry for my dog and cat.  Bailey will full on tackle them, snuggling up with the animals on the floor or a bed in a four-point bear hug, trying to literally cover them in love.  I am surprised that they even seem to more than tolerate it most of the time.  It’s cute as can be and reminds me that most people (and creatures) just want to love and be loved.

A neighbor recently organized bringing dinners on Wednesday nights to another neighbor who had surgery inviting the whole neighborhood to care for her as she was on the mend.  More than a few people in our congregation have reached out to ask how they might use stimulus money to care for people in need in the larger community. Last night, half of the people who picked up church dinners dropped off large bags of non-perishable items to be delivered through Community Kitchen’s mobile food pantry.   There is a whole lot of goodness going on and I know I’m not even scratching the surface.  One might call it light shining in this world. 

Yesterday, I was struck by the twenty-two-year-old inaugural poet, Amanda Gorman’s, powerful vision for our future where she concluded, “for there is always light, if only we’re brave enough to see it, if only we’re brave enough to be it.” Gorman’s words stand on their own and yet they provide an interesting way of us exploring today’s Gospel passage from Mark.

In today’s passage, Jesus also reminds us that there is always light. In this story, he is speaking to the twelve disciples and uses some strong language. “Let anyone with ears to hear listen!” Many translations add the exclamation point. Prior to that line, Jesus asks the question, “Is a lamp brought in to be put under the bushel basket, or under the bed, and not on the lampstand? For there is nothing hidden, except to be disclosed; nor is anything secret, except to come to light.” The image of God’s light being all-consuming and present is brought to mind. Can you imagine everything being exposed to the light of God?

As I think of Gorman’s words as a person of faith, for me, it is not initially a question of bravery, but of faith. Jesus reminds us that it is not a question of whether or not there is light, but how we and God shine that light on everything else. For some that is letting others know about hope, love, and God’s promise. For others, it is through acts of compassion, service, and humility. See there is a lot of goodness going on all around. It’s happening when a child bearhugs a pet. It’s happening through random acts of charity and generosity. It’s happening when people put the needs of others above themselves. It’s happening all around, and we have the choice to tell the world about it. May we be brave enough to be bearers of this light and Good News when our world seems on edge, waiting for the worst. May we be God’s light shining bright.

John+

Questions for Self-Reflection:  Where do you see wonderful things happening?  Do you find it easier to share the negative things of the world or the positive? Why is that so? 

Daily Challenge:  Today, post a picture or story on social media of someone you know doing a wonderful act of kindness.  Maybe include a call to action for others to emulate.   

All that is good and right and true - January 20

Today’s Readings:  AM Psalm 38; PM Psalm 119:25-48; Isa. 44:24-45:7; Eph. 5:1-14; Mark 4:1-20

One Christmas, my parents gave me a clear acrylic phone with a neon tube inside, that would emit this glowing flash of blue light when the phone rang. It was so cool. That gift signaled a threshold moment – a phone jack to be installed in my own bedroom. It was a big deal, and I was so excited. Here’s what else happened as that source of light came alive in my room: I could have phone conversations in the privacy of my own room, rather than tangled up in the long phone cord in the kitchen, where other listening ears (my sisters) were ready to soak up any information I leaked about a person or scenario. Calls in our house needed to be made prior to 8:00 p.m. and should be wrapped up by 9:00 p.m. Any time after that, a ringing phone signaled an emergency, and it was unacceptable to call people so late.

So, while there were areas of my teenage life that were vexing and created grist for my emotional mill, it was magnificent to sit on my four-poster bed and talk on the phone to my best friend Ali. We would discuss homework, social dilemmas of high school, objects of our affection, stressors from our home life…and we listened to one another. Ali has been one of the most important confidantes and guides of my life. She has been a sounding board and source of honesty and encouragement. As time took us different directions geographically for education, work, and building our lives, we exchanged long letters and emails. Ali continues to be an amazing writer, can interpret literature with the best of them, and has this gift of opening my eyes to new truths - or simply to point out ones that were always there, but I had not opened my eyes to them. Ali’s goal, as I see it, has been toward being good soil, and bearing fruit that is worthy and honest.

The goal of good soil is one of the themes in the powerful scriptures appointed for today, pointing us toward opening our ears to receive the word of God and shine that light of promise upon others. In Isaiah, we have the prophesy of Cyrus, in which the Lord promises the restoration of the Temple in Jerusalem through the machinations of the temporal pagan king of Persia. The scripture foretells of Cyrus, who reigned around 560 BCE, stating that he will be equipped by the Lord to be used for God’s glory, so that people know God.

In Mark 4, Jesus is teaching. We hear not just the extended metaphor of seed being sown upon various types of dirt and terrain, but also Jesus’ interpretation of that parable, guiding listening ears to understanding…so that we might move toward the hope of being rich soil to receive the word of God. And why would we do this? For our own benefit and glory? No, to bear fruit of beauty and sustenance to pass along to others. We are called to bear fruit that is worthy and honest.

Paul’s letter to the Ephesians calls his listeners to be imitators of God and to live in Christ’s love. “Live as children of light – for the fruit of the light is found in all that is good and right and true.” (5:8b-9) Paul continues in verse 11, “Take no part in the unfruitful works of darkness, but instead expose them.”

What healthy fruit grows when the soil is rich and light from God filters upon the leaves of the Lord’s flora! Today, as we welcome new challenges in our own lives and in that of our nation with the inauguration of Joe Biden, the 46th President of the United States, let us strive to be good soil, with God’s help. Let us bear fruit that is worthy and honest, with God’s help. And let us live as children of light, remembering that it is in God we trust.

-- Katherine+

Questions for Reflection

Who is a friend who is a confidante and source of truth for you? For whom do you fill this role?
What kind of soil do you feel like today? Rocky? Shallow? Weedy? Healthy?

Daily Challenge 

What does it mean to you to bear worthy and honest fruit today? Ponder what that feels like, and how it is manifested. Is it in the words you say? Or the mindset you embody going about your day? Pray and reflect for two minutes in silence about how God, who made all things, can stir and move you.

All-Consuming - January 19

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 26, 28; PM Psalm 36, 39; Isa. 44:9-20; Eph. 4:17-32; Mark 3:19b-35

Today’s Reflection

“You were taught to put away your former way of life, your old self, corrupt and deluded by its lusts, and to be renewed in the spirit of your minds, and to clothe yourselves with the new self, created according to the likeness of God in true righteousness and holiness.” –Ephesians 4:23-24

What does it mean “to put away your former way of life” and instead “be renewed in the spirit of your minds”? According to Paul, it means this: Put away falsehood. Speak the truth to our neighbors. Do not let the sun go down on your anger. Labor and work honestly. Share with the needy. Let no evil talk come out of your mouth. Build others up, so that your words may give grace. Put away all bitterness and anger. Be kind and tenderhearted. Forgive as you have been forgiven (Ephesians 4: 25-32). Through giving us these principles, God (via Paul) laid out a rule of life by which we will be set apart from the rest of the world.

Likewise, we read in Isaiah today about the utter insufficiency of idol creation and idol worship: “All who make idols are nothing, and the things they delight in do not profit; their witnesses neither see nor know. And so they will be put to shame. Who would fashion a god or cast an image that can do no good? Look, all its devotees shall be put to shame; the artisans too are merely human” (Isaiah 44: 9-11).

Not worshipping idols (human-made objects of worship) absolutely runs counter to American consumer culture and the advertising industry that promotes it. Pretty much any object, person, or pursuit has the potential to be put in a place of reverence. It could be anything that we spend too much time thinking about, obsessing about even, to the point that it takes our time, attention, and energy away from other things—especially away from worshipping God and living in accord with God’s pattern of self-emptying love.

While organized religion and places of worship are waning in influence in many Western cultures, the cult of consumer culture continues to gain in influence and adherents. James Twitchell, in his book Lead Us into Temptation: The Triumph of American Materialism, says, “Tell me what you buy, and I will tell what you are and who you want to be.” He explores how “the purchase and possession of things” are “the self-identifying acts of modern life. Not only does the car you drive tell others who you are, it lets you know as well. The consumption of goods … provides us with tangible everyday comforts and with crucial inner security in a seemingly faithless age.” Ultimately, Twitchell believes that “we buy more than objects, we buy meaning.”

But it’s not so easy to be satisfied solely by God’s love, mercy, and grace in a world in which we are constantly tempted to be satisfied by absolutely everything else. We are tempted to obey our urges to consume and to compete. Just buy it. Just do it. Treat yourself—because you only live once! Our competitive culture tells us that sacrifice is good—but by that the culture means you should sacrifice your sleep, your health, your time with family, your time for worship—sacrifice yourself and your relationships so that you can get ahead, climb the ladder, achieve that next big thing.

As Christians, though, we lead lives of paradox. We are to be “in the world, but not of it.” We are stuck, on the one hand, in the mud and muck of this fallen world. And yet we are also set free, like a kite or a banner, free to fly and wave in the wind, yet anchored by the security we have in Christ, so that we do not fly off into the atmosphere of our own inclinations.

We may have moments of realization that we are drowning and dying in a sea of mistakes and regrets—and then we are brought back up to the surface, brought back to life, realizing the undying hope we have in Christ. We feel unknown, and yet can take comfort that in Christ we are fully known. We realize that while, at the end of the day, we may have nothing in the eyes of this world, in terms of status or wealth or other measures of success—and yet, in Christ, we already possess everything that is truly needful.

—Becky+

Questions for Self-Reflection

In which idol (a material object or worldly pursuit) are you most often tempted to find your identity and sense of self-worth? What do you think it is about this object or pursuit that tricks you into thinking that it is the key to finding happiness and meaning in your life?

Daily Challenge

Hear more of James Twitchell’s thoughts on how people in the United States are tempted to make brands and amenities into modern-day idols.

Words Matter: Speaking the Truth in Love - January 18

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 25; PM Psalm 9, 15; Isa. 44:6-8,21-23; Eph. 4:1-16; Mark 3:7-19a

Back in my youth ministry days, we used to watch these videos by Rob Bell who at the time was a pretty popular Christian author.  I think he has a podcast these days and for a while had a show on Oprah’s television channel.  The videos were kind of like sermons with beautiful cinematography and music playing in the background.  In one of his videos, he was sitting in a diner with a cup of coffee sharing a reflection on flowers. 

In the story, Bell asks us to consider how meaningful it would be to come home one day to our loved ones with a gift of beautiful flowers.  Imagine saying to someone special, “Here, these flowers are for you.  I was thinking of you today.”  I think most of us would recognize this as a beautiful and touching moment that would probably make just about anyone feel special.

Now imagine if that same person, then followed up with the following statement.  “Well, I was walking by a place that sold flowers, and some yelled out and said you should buy flowers, and it really wasn’t a big deal.  I mean it didn’t take any effort on my part, and it’s just not that big of a deal.  I mean, I didn’t have to do any big thing.”  The gift of flowers wouldn’t be so special now, would they?  The gift would be lost.

It’s interesting how just a few words can change the meaning of a simple action.  Our words matter.  A truth that can be hopeful for one person can also be painful for that same person just by the way we share that truth.  Paul writes to the community in Ephesus that part of growing up is learning how to speak the truth.  Paul casts a vision of the body of Christ as people who are no longer children, but they understand God’s love and hope for the world.  But he cautions the community when he says, “but speaking the truth in love, we must grow up in every way into him who is the head.”  If it’s the truth, why does it matter how we share it?  Because words matter.

It’s hard to figure out what exactly is true these days.  Most of us think we know what is true and what is not and today it feels like we will defend that truth at the cost of our friendships and family.   I wonder if there is some work for all of us in how we grow in learning to speak our truths in love.  At the very least, it might help us to be heard by those who might disagree with us, and at start, that sounds like a very good thing.  So, speak in love.  Why?  Because words matter.  And Paul tells us so! 

John+

Questions for Self-Reflection:  Have you ever shared something necessary that brought pain to someone?  How did you move forward?  Looking back, would you have changed the way you offered advice or truth?

Daily Challenge: Think of one thing you have been meaning to share with someone but haven’t figured out how to share.  Write down three different ways of sharing that news and consider how love can impact how you share it.

And the people say, AMEN! – January 16

Today’s Readings: Psalm 20, 21:1-7(8-14); Isa. 43:1-13; Eph. 3:14-21; Mark 2:23-3:6 

I recently read a reflection on the importance of telling our stories, reiterating a point that is not new news. Sharing stories foments deeper relationships, inviting us into someone else’s lived experience and reminding us of our own. I think about our parish’s shared experience of prayer that has shifted greatly in the last year. One year ago, parishioners emailed or called the church about a prayer request, or they told a member of the clergy at Wednesday night dinner, or on a Sunday morning during the passing of the Peace or after church. There were healing intercessors, parishioners in the transept waiting to pray with people during Eucharist. Pastoral care volunteers reached out to folks in need through cards, phone calls, and meals. Some of this is the same, and yet there is something that is fresh and new.

We witness prayer in action in a different way on Sunday mornings and during streamed weekday services. We watch our clergy and parish family praying for thanksgivings and concerns, births and deaths, hardship and unity – as church does. And now, requests are offered through typed requests in our livestream comments. We lift them up corporately in real-time. What has not changed is that we participate as a community – even when gathering via internet with names scrolling in the comments section – to praise God and grow in faith.

At its heart, prayer is a multi-level dialogue. It is a dialogue between the intercessor – the one speaking the prayer – and the respondents who say, “Lord, have mercy” or “Amen.” It is simultaneously a dialogue between the congregation’s lips and God’s ears. Alexander Schmemann says that “prayer is ‘sealed’ by the gathering with one of the key words of Christian worship, ‘amen’.” If the prayer is said solo by a priest or a lay person, it is still said on our behalf, and with the whole church in mind. Whether on our knees praying (as the apostle Paul alludes today), standing in the Nave of Saint Stephen’s, or sitting comfortably on the sofa, we all say amen.

How are we to pray? There are many who have offered instruction. In scripture, there are many avenues. We have the psalms, those 150 rollercoasters of joy and conflict. We have Jesus’ directive to the disciples in a model of how to pray to God (which we call The Lord’s Prayer) in Luke 11:

He said to them,

“When you pray, say:

Father, hallowed be your name.

Your kingdom come.

Give us each day our daily bread.

And forgive us our sins,

For we ourselves forgive everyone indebted to us.

And do not bring us to the time of trial.” (v. 2-4)

In Paul’s letter to the Christians at Ephesus, the apostle offers instructions to his audience, sharing how he prays for them. This excerpt from Ephesians 3 that we read today, Paul also offers a model for how they can pray for others. While his language is a little flowery, the nuts and bolts of how he prays for his friends are these:

1.     Pray for their spiritual strength through the Holy Spirit;

2.     Through faith, may Christ dwell in their hearts.

3.     May they have a foundation made of God’s love;

4.     See, feel, and know the love of Jesus;

5.     Be satisfied fully in the greatness of God;

6.     And, glorify God through the work of the church forever.

As we aspire to know, believe, and experience the “breadth and length and height and depth” of God’s love, we join in this prayer by saying together, “AMEN!”

-- Katherine+

Questions for Reflection

The apostle Paul says he kneels in prayer. What posture feels most prayerful to you? Do you pray differently at home than you do when you are in church?

Daily Challenge 

Write (or say) a prayer for a friend, based on Paul’s prayer in Ephesians 3:16-21.

Bird Church - January 15

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 16, 17; PM Psalm 22; Isa. 42:(1-9)10-17; Eph. 3:1-13; Mark 2:13-22 

Today’s Reflection

“Although I am the very least of all the saints, this grace was given to me to bring to the Gentiles the news of the boundless riches of Christ, and to make everyone see what is the plan of the mystery hidden for ages in God who created all things; so that through the church the wisdom of God in its rich variety might now be made known to the rulers and authorities in the heavenly places.”—Ephesians 3: 8-10

One of the ways I hold onto hope and connect with God is through spending time outside observing nature. This has always been true for me, but I have felt this even more keenly over this past year. When we started out this pandemic year, I lived in a subdivision in College Station, Texas, with a big covered back porch that looked out onto a tiny, treeless backyard. The view from our porch was of a wooden fence and the rooftops of the tightly-spaced surrounding houses. I spent a lot of time looking up toward the sky and clouds, as there was not much else to look at nature-wise. One saving grace is that we did have a nest of starlings in the top of a hollow column that supported the porch. Their eggs hatched not long after we moved in, so we enjoyed watching these starlings grow and fledge and continue to call our porch home over the year we lived there.

Then, one weekend last February, my younger daughter and I decided we needed to go to Lowe’s with the goal of bringing home a few new plants and a birdfeeder. She found what we both agreed was the perfect feeder—a metal one fashioned to look like a church with clear, arched glass windows and a steeple—and a big metal shepherd’s hook to hang it on, since we had no backyard tree for it. We wondered what other birds might come to visit us now.

Not too long after that, when we found ourselves together all day, every day, working and learning from home, I felt so grateful that we had brought that birdfeeder home when we did. Once we put our church for birds out in the middle of our little back yard—and committed to keeping it stocked with seed—we found out that there were many other birds in South College Station besides starlings. Once we put out the feeder with all different types of seed in the mix, we would still see the starlings. But we also began to see those big, iridescently beautiful boat-tailed grackles—and common grackles, cardinals, finches, sparrows, red-winged blackbirds, and blue jays. While we humans could not go anywhere, these birds would fly in and out, unfazed by a global pandemic—and we could live vicariously through their ability to fly over fence lines and socialize with all manner of fellow birds as they came to share the seed at our little bird church.

When we moved here to Birmingham this past July, the bird church was one of the first things we unpacked that made our new, more spacious and tree-filled yard here feel like home, finding the perfect spot for it on a low branch of the massive camellia bush by our back deck. In the seasons we’ve experienced here so far, we’ve welcomed cardinals, robins, bluebirds, house finches, chickadees, thrushes, and doves to the feeder—and felt moments of surprise when tiny hummingbirds and massive barred owls have flown through, too. Every single day, I allow myself to get lost in prayer and thought as I watch the colorful diversity of birds who come to the bird church. Yes, we always see the cardinals the most (they may even have their nest there in the camellia bush)—but it’s especially lovely to see how they don’t mind when the house finches and the bluebirds and the others stop through to share in the feast.

Both the Gospel passage appointed for today from Mark 2 and the Epistle passage from Ephesians 3 remind us of our call to invite everyone to share with us in our communion around God’s boundless (and boundary-less) table. Jesus wanted to sit side-by-side and break bread with all manner of people, but especially those at the margins. Later, when the Apostle Paul wrote to his friends in Ephesus, he emphasized that the mystery God had revealed to him was this: that the riches of Christ are “boundless” and meant for everyone, Jews and Gentiles. The mystery of Christ is that all have “access to God in boldness and confidence.” Paul’s mission, and ours, is “to make everyone see what is the plan of the mystery hidden for ages in God who created all things; so that through the church the wisdom of God in its rich variety might now be made known” to all people.

—Becky+

Question for Self-Reflection

Where in your daily life do you see gentle reminders that God’s love is boundless and intended for all?

Daily Challenge

Learn more about how Jesus connected more with marginalized people than with those in any other group in his extended social network by watching our Sunday morning forum from January 10 and our upcoming ones on January 17 and 24. You can view Dr. Jennifer McClure’s next presentation on YouTube this Sunday morning from 9:00-9:50 a.m. by clicking here.

Enthusiastic Hospitality

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 18:1-20; PM Psalm 18:21-50; Isa. 41:17-29; Eph. 2:11-22; Mark 2:1-12

One January, fifteen years ago, I was traveling in central India with some members of my church. I had organized a trip to learn about Christianity, specifically in a place where it was not the dominant religion.  It helped that my friend, the Rev. Milind Sojwal, was from Pune and loved to help people visit and learn more about his country of origin.  He agreed to lead our trip and off we went, halfway around the world to spend three weeks traveling and learning all we could about the world’s second most populated country. 

Our trip led us to spend time in Pune, Chandrapur, Nagpur, wrapping our trip up in New Delhi and Agra.  You can’t travel all the way to India and not visit the Taj Mahal!  Our trip included time at a Christian seminary, visiting famous Hindu sites, an entirely new palette for food, and meeting more people than I could ever remember. 

However, the most interesting part of the trip was the few days we spent visiting rural villages that the Church had been successful in converting to Christianity.  These rural churches had no running water, no electricity, and the people there had never met a Westerner or person with white skin.  We would go and share, often eating rice out of giant teak leaves careful not to consume anything that hadn’t been cooked well.  Sometimes I would share a story and Milind would translate into Hindi and then one of the missioners traveling with us would translate into the local dialect.  With two translations taking place, I am sure that a lot was lost.

Even fifteen years later, I am moved by how we were welcomed by these villages and communities.  One village waited several hours after we were supposed to arrive and greeted us with a vibrant drum circle and festive meal.  We were welcomed for no other reason than being fellow Christians, affirming their new hope in Jesus Christ and renewing our own.  We were welcomed because of our shared identity in Christ.  It is almost haunting how beautifully these communities extended hospitality and something I have rarely experienced or extended to others here in the United States.  We might feel welcomed when we share a friend in common or even our denomination, but not usually because of our Christian identity.  Especially not if we are coming from different traditions that seem at odds.

Listen to the words of the letter to the Ephesians: “You are no longer strangers and aliens, but you are citizens with the saints and also members of the household of God, built upon the foundation of the apostles and prophets, with Christ Jesus himself as the cornerstone.”  Earlier in our reading, the author talks about how the community is brought together through this shared identity.

I would be lying if I told you I didn’t have some serious reservations with how some people understand God and their Christian faith.  While I have a lot of pride for our country, I am troubled by what I see as a surge of Christian nationalism.  However, what I find encouraging in our text is the author of Ephesians speaks wisdom about not taking an “us and them” approach.  Where I might be able to do work of reconciliation and healing, is to first see a shared identity with those whom I disagree with and even consider problematic as members of the Christian faith.  As many of us have discussed heavily over the past few weeks, the “us and them” approach is not working.  How different would the world be if we learned to truly welcome each other into our lives when we encounter those we disagree with by beginning with what we share in common and then move from there? What if we learned to welcome people into our lives with the same enthusiasm as the villagers in central India?  Could our world like different?

John+

Questions for Self-Reflection:  When have you felt truly welcomed into a new environment? 

Daily Challenge:  Do you have a nemesis or person whom you can’t stand?  Create a list of five to ten things that you have in common with that person. 

I dare you to feel - January 13

Today’s Readings:  AM Psalm 119:1-24; PM Psalm 12, 13, 14; Isa. 41:1-16; Eph. 2:1-10; Mark 1:29-45 

A leper came to him begging him, and kneeling he said to him, ‘If you choose, you can make me clean.’ Moved with pity, Jesus stretched out his hand and touched him, and said to him, ‘I do choose. Be made clean!’ Immediately the leprosy left him, and he was made clean. (Mark 1:40-42)

One early morning recently, our five-year-old woke with a stomachache. He was writhing in pain and inconsolable. It was unsettling for Sam and for me, as there was not much in that moment we could do to comfort or distract him, as the abdominal cramping took over his little body. Soaking in a warm tub brought some relief. And, then the vomiting started. He had a stomach virus, as school-aged kids often catch. Thankfully, after a day or two of Gatorade, applesauce, and dry Rice Krispies, he was feeling much better and back to his normal antics.

As I sit with today’s scripture, I cannot get past how Jesus responds to the need of the man with leprosy in Mark 1. The begging man asks, “If you choose, you can make me clean.” The man recognizes the healing ability of Jesus, who has been on a traveling salvation show, casting out demons and proclaiming the message of Good News. The man has heard of others’ lives restored and hopes that he, too, can be renewed and healed. Jesus is moved with pity by the man and his plea. The word in Greek used to describe Jesus’ reaction is splanchnistheis (how’s that for a mouthful!) – and it means moved with compassion, from your gut. That writhing pull in your stomach that is hard to ignore. Maybe Jesus does not feel the same agony as someone with a stomach bug, but the word here is visceral and intense. It is worth noting that in his display of compassion and concern for the leper, Jesus stops his movement and remains present for a moment. He reaches out his hand, extending his fingers, and he touches the man seeking help. Then he speaks, “I do choose. Be made clean!” Through the divine power that Jesus wields, the man is immediately cleansed and healed.

I wonder who along each of our paths might need compassion today. Who in your life already has your guts in a tangle of concern, anger, and love? Or maybe, because it hurts so much, we move on past those spaces in our own hearts, or in those of others’ lives, that are broken beyond repair. We ignore them or block them out, in denial that their messes affect us. Or, the pain is so big and frightening that we cannot begin to look at the reality around us, because yes, the realities in our world are hard and heavy.

So, what are we to do? Our job today is to continue as good stewards, striving to walk in Jesus’ footsteps, one step at a time, and one day at a time. Through prayer and study, we get to summon the courage to connect and empathize with someone else, listening to their story, seeking to understand what it is that they really want. What is hurting? What relief is available? We can pray for one another. We can reach out in a myriad of ways. And we can dare to feel deep compassion in this broken and hurting world – and in doing so, Jesus stretches out his hand to bring assurance and healing.

-- Katherine+

Questions for Reflection

What friend or family member comes to mind as someone who is easy to connect with? Who is more of a challenge?

When seeking support, do you prefer someone to extend words of care (like a card), actions (like a meal), or touch (like a hug)? 

Daily Challenge 

Think of someone who is challenging to connect with. Pray for that person. Allow yourself to be moved to compassion for that person…and if that is hard, keep that person in prayer this week.  

God Sees You - January 12

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 5, 6; PM Psalm 10, 11; Isa. 40:25-31; Eph. 1:15-23; Mark 1:14-28

Today’s Reflection

“Why do you say, O Jacob, and speak, O Israel, ‘My way is hidden from the Lord, and my right is disregarded by my God’? Have you not known? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He does not faint or grow weary; his understanding is unsearchable. He gives power to the faint, and strengthens the powerless” (Isaiah 40-27-29).

Each time I fly somewhere (though it’s been a while now due to the pandemic), looking down on the earth from the windows of my plane, I’m reminded of the need to reconnect with God and his divine perspective. We can get a limited sense of this when we fly, high up in the atmosphere, as we look down and see how humankind, and all the things we have built, seem very, very tiny—from this higher point of view.

Even just a few minutes connecting with God through a prayer, or silence, or a scripture passage, or nature can help us gain a new perspective. God’s vantage point is like that of someone looking down from above—a very different point of view from our default perspective, which tends to be stuck down amongst the weeds. God has the eternal perspective of the Creator in that God’s understanding transcends our limited human understanding of time and space, not to mention of ourselves and our place in it.

Just a few verses earlier in Isaiah 40, we read this: “Have you not known?... It is he who sits above the circle of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers” (Isaiah 40:21-22). As little, green grasshoppers looking up from down in the weeds where we tend to spend most of our time, it can seem like God doesn’t see us. In fact, it is we who cannot see God—all we see are all these weeds that are holding us grasshoppers back from leaping up into the sunshine and fresh air—into the freedom from worry and want—that we all seek. However, rest assured that God sees us and knows us, and all his creation to the ends of the earth. In other words, we cannot fall off God’s radar—he cannot not see us, he cannot not know us.

Not only that, but God does not grow weary—he does not get tired of us. God understands us better than we can understand ourselves. And not only is he always there for us as our everlasting God, but he empowers us: “He does not faint or grow weary; his understanding is unsearchable. He gives power to the faint, and strengthens the powerless.”

When we feel our way is hidden from God, when we feel powerless and in need of renewed strength, those are the moments when we most need to step away to reconnect with him through solitude and prayer—just as Jesus did again and again throughout his public ministry. As we build in these moments of purposeful disappearing, we can re-appear—as Jesus did—with renewed commitment to live into the call that God has given to each of us: to go where God has called us to go, and to proclaim his message of grace, love, and peace to all those whose paths cross ours along the way.

—Becky+

Questions for Self-Reflection

Recall a time when you felt like your way was “hidden from the Lord.” What about being in that situation made you feel unseen or disconnected from God’s loving gaze? What happened—or who intervened—to help you feel reassured that you are always seen and cared for by God?

Daily Challenge

Consider how you might give up time normally spent on something else in favor of using that time to disappear—as Jesus did—for the purpose of re-appearing refreshed and renewed, ready to take on the next challenge God has in store for you.

Starting Over - January 11

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 1, 2, 3; PM Psalm 4, 7 ; Isa. 40:12-23; Eph. 1:1-14; Mark 1:1-13

There have been more than a handful of times in my life wherein just a matter of seconds, I realized how profoundly life had changed.  Usually, it happens when I say something that I can’t take back that changes the nature of a relationship.  It’s also has happened when I have typed something and hit the send button and regretted it for longer than the person on the receiving end could ever have imagined, although I am sure that the relationship is still different today.  I am betting I am not alone in carrying the guilt of what has been done and what has been left undone. 

I didn’t realize until preparing for this morning that we have once again hit one of those moments when we “start over.”  We begin working through the Psalms again starting with Psalm 1.  I think this is the fifth or sixth time since we begin this practice of daily prayer and reflection.  We begin working through the beautiful letter to the Ephesians with an ancient baptismal prayer.  And then we also begin working through the Gospel of Mark which tells the same story we heard at church the day before.

Starting over is important, but only because it points us to a much deeper truth – God’s grace is always available.  It’s the grace that is promised through the Gospel of Mark, a spirit we receive at baptism.   

One of the gifts of Morning Prayer has been reading the Lord’s Prayer multiple times a day.  I keep hearing the words of Jesus, “May God’s will be done on earth as it is in heaven.”    This is not only what we long for, but what we strive for as Christians.  We work for the kingdom to be on earth as it is heaven.  But to do this work, we must not only know God’s grace, but be willing to profess it for others as well. While there are always consequences for our actions, there can also be grace in the love that we feel from God and each other. May today be a day to start over for us all.

Faithfully,

John+

Questions for Self-Reflection:  Where in your life do you need God’s grace?  Are there things you have said or done that you wish you could take back?

Daily Challenge:  It can be equally challenging both to receive grace and extend it.  Pick one event in your life in need of grace, and one person in your life and commit to working on extending grace today.

Why psalms? - January 9

Today’s Readings:  AM Psalm 121, 122, 123; Isa. 63:1-5; Rev. 2:18-29; John 5:1-15

A parishioner asked this week about the psalms, as they have tried to read them all in a period of time; they got bogged down in the middle and felt frustrated. So, why do we sing, pray, and quote psalms? Our Holy Scriptures include 150 lyrical pieces from antiquity – called the psalter – containing emotive, expressive waves of praise and joy; weeping and lament; anger and regret. These ancient psalms are the backbone of Jewish and Christian prayer…offerings of words about God, for God, and with God. Think about it like this: the psalter is the compendium of poetry and songs of Jesus’ time. While we lack the first musical settings, they are melodic in composition. The Hebrew people probably memorized them, at all ages, and recited them during work, or walking, or worshipping. The psalms speak of, and call us to proclaim, God’s steadfast faithfulness and mighty glory.

In his book Praying the Psalms, Thomas Merton says of the psalms, in his own decadent language: “…we drink divine praise at its pure and stainless source, in all its primitive sincerity and perfection. We return to the youthful strength and directness with which the ancient psalmists voiced their adoration of the God of Israel…the Psalms are the songs [of those] who knew who God was. When we pray the psalms, we get to learn and unearth this Lord to whom we pray...the psalms are the songs of the whole Church, the very expression of her deepest inner life…soul, desire, longing, sorrow, joy.”

The psalms do hold for us this opening into raw emotions, unfettered by social niceties. In today’s vernacular, we could say that psalms “keep it real”. In one verse, things are peaceful and serene, and in the next verse, there is a flood of vomit and meanness. Perhaps your life has been on such a rollercoaster this week. But why must we revisit the hateful verses of psalms? In opening prayer to all depths of feeling, we incorporate those darker spaces of self-loathing, righteous indignation, and rage:

Because of all my enemies,
    I am the utter contempt of my neighbors
and an object of dread to my closest friends—
    those who see me on the street flee from me. (Ps. 31:11)

Let there be none to extend lovingkindness to him,
Nor any to be gracious to his fatherless children.
Let his posterity be cut off;
In a following generation let their name be blotted out. (Ps. 109:12-13)

Happy is the one who seizes your infants
    and dashes them against the rocks. (Ps. 137:9)

And why do we keep saying these psalms that feel awkward and indecent? Because those verses of Holy Scripture are words that capture how someone – maybe you – is feeling right now. Those words put into phrase the devastation of those too tired, too angry, too broken to pray to God.

I know that the psalms appointed for today are more mild and comforting…and perhaps they are even more so in comparison to the harsh language of those cited above. What I hold up in closing is the prayer offered in Psalm 122 for the peace of Jerusalem – and for all cities. Let us all pray this prayer for our world:

"May they prosper who love you.

Peace be within your walls
and quietness within your towers.

For my brethren and companions' sake,
I pray for your prosperity.

Because of the house of the Lord our God,
I will seek to do you good." (Ps. 122:6b-9)

Let us seek to do good because of the love of the Lord our God this day.

-- Katherine+

Questions for Reflection

What psalms do you know by heart? What psalms are your favorites? Which leave you confused?

Daily Challenge 

Read more about the visceral psalms and others at The Psalms Project. Share what you learn with someone else…and share a story of when you were mean or less than graceful. See how God’s faithfulness redeems us, no matter what.

Crafting Baskets and Hope - January 8

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 117, 118; PM Psalm 96:1-7; Exodus 2:1-10; Rev. 2:8-17; Matthew 5:1-12

Today’s Reflection

Today is the feast day of Harriet Bedell, someone whom I had never heard of before earlier this week. So, feeling curious about this unknown saint, who is described as “missionary and friend to the Seminoles” in Florida, where I grew up, I decided to learn more.

Harriet Bedell was an Episcopal deaconess and missionary who worked alongside Native Americans in Oklahoma, Alaska, and Florida. Born in Buffalo, New York, in 1875, she decided at age 31 (in 1906) to apply to the New York School of Deaconesses, where she was accepted into a year of formation to prepare to follow her call to be a deaconess. At that time, deaconesses were women who felt a call to a life of service, but were not ordained as members of the clergy as deacons are today.

Bedell was sent to a Cheyenne mission in Oklahoma where she served—though not yet officially recognized as a deaconess—for nine years. Then, in 1916, she was sent to serve in a new context, in Stevens Village, Alaska, and then was sent on from there to establish a boarding school in Tanana, Alaska, for rural students who did not live near a school. Finally, in 1922, Bedell was made a deaconess of the Episcopal Church. Unfortunately, the Great Depression made raising the necessary funds to keep the school open impossible, so she returned to the continental United States where she traveled around to speak of her missionary work. In 1932, Bedell traveled to Florida to speak at a Seminole reservation where she ended up feeling a call to live and work alongside the Miccosukee tribe, whose poor living conditions pointed toward a need to discover new ways of making a living.

While earlier in her ministry Bedell had focused on missionary work with an eye toward converting people to Christianity, over the years Bedell’s heart and mind changed. By the time Bedell worked with Miccosukee in South Florida, her focus shifted toward empowering people to improve their quality of life (especially their health and education) as she lived and worked alongside them in a spirit of respect and admiration for their culture.

What Bedell discovered about the Miccosukee culture is that they had rich traditions of crafting baskets, patchwork, and dolls, but that their artisan-elders were dying off and soon their valuable cultural knowledge and artistic skills would be lost. Bedell encouraged them to save these almost-lost traditions, which helped them to retain their cultural identity while they generated income to improve their daily lives.

The Exodus reading appointed for Bedell’s feast day is the story of baby Moses being floated down the Nile in a handmade basket: “When she could hide him no longer she got a papyrus basket for him, and plastered it with bitumen and pitch; she put the child in it and placed it among the reeds on the bank of the river. His sister stood at a distance, to see what would happen to him. The daughter of Pharaoh came down to bathe at the river, while her attendants walked beside the river. She saw the basket among the reeds and sent her maid to bring it” (Exodus 2: 3-5). Just as the basket Moses’ mother crafted kept him alive and carried him to a new life, so too did the baskets and other crafts made by these Miccosukee artisans provide a new-yet-old way for them to live and thrive in the Everglades. Bedell made the Everglades her home and her mission from 1933 through 1960, when Hurricane Donna destroyed her home and the mission buildings, forcing her to retire at age 85.

As a young woman growing up in the Victorian Era in Buffalo, New York, Harriet Bedell likely would not have predicted the many and varied roads she would travel—all the interesting people she would know and love and all the beautiful places she would live—as she followed God’s call. And she probably wouldn’t have predicted the way that her heart would be changed along the way, either.

—Becky+

Collect for Harriet Bedell

Holy God, fill us with compassion and respect for all people, and empower us for the work of ministry whether near or far away; that like your servant Harriet Bedell, we may show forth your praise, not only with our lips, but in our lives, and by giving up ourselves to your service. Through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

Questions for Self-Reflection

Recall a point in your life when you thought you had a good plan for how your life would unfold—what you would achieve, where you would live, and who you would know. Did life unfold according to your plans? Or did some parts of your plan end up changing? Looking back on it now, reflect on the actual course of your life and how those unexpected changes in plans have made you who you are today.

Daily Challenge

Learn more of Harriet Bedell’s life and work in the Everglades of Florida (as well as in Oklahoma and Alaska) by viewing some of her photographs now archived at the Smithsonian Institution. You can read more about her life of service through the Women in Florida History blog and see photos of her at work through the Florida Memory Project.

Vanquishing Fear - January 7

Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 103; PM Psalm 114, 115 ; Isa. 52:3-6; Rev. 2:1-7; John 2:1-11

I find today’s readings incredibly hopeful following one bizarre and unsettling day in the history of our nation.  To set up today’s story in light of the liturgical seasons that shape our faith tradition, I need to go back to yesterday. 

On the feast of Epiphany (January 6), we so often focus on the journey of the Magi that come from the East bearing gifts to the Christ child.  But that is only part of the story.  At the time of Jesus’ birth, a man named Herod is afraid of losing power.  He hears the prophecy of a king being born who will replace him.  With the fear of losing everything tormenting his ego and desire for power, Herod plots to kill all of the children who are to be born.  The Magi know this.  The text in the Gospel of Matthew says, “And having been warned in a dream not to return to Herod, they left for their own country by another road” (Matthew 2:12). 

I share this because to me, I think living out our Christian faith is always risky.  To truly love our enemy, to care for the prisoner, to feed the hungry, to empower the powerless, to give voice to the marginalized always comes at a cost. Yesterday’s story is not new.  It is the timeless tale of what happens when we fear losing power.  It may come as a surprise to many of us because our commitment to love each other and a humility that is often shaped by faith and love allow us to vanquish that fear.  In an ideal world, we don’t fear those who think, look, or act differently than us because of an undergirding ethic to love those people as we love ourselves (The Great Commandment) even when we disagree. 

When fear replaces love and a commitment to respect the dignity of each other, the end result is always violence.  This is the path of fear.  The reason Jesus is so radical is the power of love to vanquish all fear (end of violence) and it is the love that we as Christians seek to embody in the world.  Which is why I find the readings for today so hopeful.

Today’s Gospel is the miracle at a wedding in Cana of Galilee, the story of Jesus turning water into wine.  But like most stories, something else is taking place.  You might recall that in every Gospel except John, there is a story of Jesus holding wine and saying, “This is my blood. Drink this in remembrance of me.” But not John!  And to think, John was written all those years after the other Gospels.  Why would the author leave out that important story!

Well, what some people think is what you have read today is actually part of an Ancient Eucharistic liturgy.  The story of Cana is not about a wedding but the Eucharist.  Water is actually something else.  It is the great mystery of the faith.  How can bread and wine be God?  How can what is right before our eyes be so sacred and so special?  But that’s what Jesus does, not on a Sunday morning, but the real mystery of the faith is learning that everything is sacred.  To believe is to see what is ordinary becoming something extraordinary.  That cup of water could be wine.  That angry man over there could be (actually is) a beloved child of God.   

What does this have to do with our current state of affairs as a nation?  If we know that God is a part of everything, we do not need to be afraid.  And this is an important clarification – we must denounce the stoking of violence and hatred of other that have fueled the flames of our state of affairs.  But a confidence in God’s reign because we know that God is a part of everything and everyone, keeps us from perpetuating the cycle of violence. It keeps us from being afraid.  Because regardless of where you stand on political lines or theological lines, if we believe that God is above all else, then what really do we have to fear?

Faithfully,

John+

Questions for Self-Reflection:  How has your faith shaped your understanding of the stories of yesterday? 

 Daily Challenge: Julian of Norwich, who survived an uprising and pandemic, was famous for her prayer, “All shall be well, all shall be well, and all manner of things shall be well.” Try this prayer today when worry seems to take over.