…but you cannot bear them now
Today’s Readings: AM Psalm 16, 17; PM Psalm 134, 135; Exod. 16:23-36; 1 Pet. 3:13-4:6; John 16:1-15
In the gospel according to John, we learn of Jesus’ characteristics – including that he is “full of grace and truth.” He demonstrates divine grace in his healing and restorative miracles. He calls people into deeper truth – with God, themselves and in community.
In John 16, Jesus speaks to his friends, telling them, “I still have many things to say to you, but you cannot bear them now. When the Spirit of truth comes, he will guide you into all the truth…”
You cannot bear them now…this phrase resonates with me today. Jesus does not specifically say that the disciples are overwhelmed, yet he knows them. He watches how they respond to the immense experience of being formed as his students.
“Overwhelming” is the word that bubbles up as I ponder this scripture. To accept that Jesus will be forsaken, tried, and executed? That he will be raised up on the third day? To hear the full scale of what Jesus needs his disciples to be equipped to be and do as apostles in the world? All of that is overwhelming. It is hard to receive a whole lot of truth at once.
Not too long ago there was an issue I needed to acknowledge, yet I was resistant and proud. Someone I respect pulled me aside to help me face some hard and real truths about myself. It was painful to bear the honest feedback. In truth, it left me feeling a bit lost as I processed and prayed through the next days. I felt overwhelmed and upended, and yet, I was never lost to God. And with God’s help, I continue to grow and learn.
Perhaps there are things in front of you that feel too big and too much. It may feel like you cannot bear them now. Know that the grace and truth of Jesus and the tender compassion of our God will not disappoint you. I pray that there are those around you who speak honestly and lovingly to you, supporting you as you, too, grow and learn. As fellow travelers upon the road, we need one another.
Blessings in Eastertide,
Katherine+
Challenge
Can you feel when you are growing overwhelmed? How do you respond? How can you be more grace-filled in accepting yourself when you feel this way?
Today, ponder the prayers can you offer to God for your own care. Practice opening your eyes to care for others when they carry too heavy a load.