Step Outside Yourself - October 6

Today’s Readings -  Psalm 106:1-18; 2 Kings 21:1-18; 1 Cor. 10:14-11:1; Matt. 8:-34

In a sermon a couple of weeks ago I shared a story written by Marlane Ainsworth. She describes her father as a man of few words; however, she recalls one night at dinner when he said something that she never forgot. She said he cleared his throat, put down his knife and fork and said, “It’s a good idea every now and then to step outside yourself and watch yourself walk by.” Several people commented that they had never thought about that concept. I said it seemed like a healthy exercise for us all. There’s the possibly it could increase our self-awareness which is always valuable.

 I thought about the number of times I’ve walked past a window and caught a glimpse of my reflection and was surprised and thought “do I really look like that?” What’s even more revealing however is to recall conversations or discussions and with that bird’s eye view “critique” my responses or comments. I realized that in far too many situations when I feel my opinion may not be welcome, that I hold my tongue, my silence becoming nothing more than culpability. There have also been times when I wish I had held my tongue, not having been as thoughtful or as gracious or tactful as I could have been.

 In today’s gospel Jesus is confronted by two demoniacs. When Jesus approaches, they initially demand to know what he wants from them. Why does he torment them? Jesus gives them what they ask for – he sends their demons into a herd of swine. They somehow saw who they were and asked for what they needed rather than what they initially wanted.

 What if we all were more self-aware and recognized those times we needed to step back and be more self-critical, more aware of what we need rather than always focused on what we want. It’s a perspective that gives us the ability to see our everyday behaviors and if we’re willing, to make some constructive changes. In the midst of growing divisions, heated disagreements and discussions it appears we’ve forgotten how to respect the other’s point of view. it seems this could be a much needed, welcome change. With the presence of Christ as our guide we can gain the perspective we need and hopefully we won’t need to be cast into the closest herd of swine, even though sometimes, maybe we should.

Faithfully,

Sally+

Reflection and Challenge - When was the last time you stepped outside of yourself and took an honest once over, asking Jesus for what you need rather than what you think you want?